{Deaths Door} Thundy, Semper; Blitz

` ` Surge Alder , ,

I hated training, I hated watching all those people show off, when I knew I could do nothing. When I knew I was incapable of all the things we were expected to do in the arena. I moved slowly into the room, trying my best to keep away from everyone. I didn't want to make friends and more so since the twist came out. I didn't want to know people I had to kill. The sadest part was I needed people to help me. I needed allies otherwise I was sure I was going to die. Afterall I had never trained and I didn't know if I could defend myself.

Then suddenly I was angry. All my life I had understood why the Capitol idiots did this, but... the thing is you just don't fully understand until you are thrown into the situation, youdon't get it until you actually have to fight for your life. I only thought I understood, but what the Capitol wants isn't punishment. They want entertainment. Prehaps a long time ago it was punishment, but now that has a ll changed and the Games are just another form of entertainment for the Capitol people... and now I'm part of it.

I glare angrily at all of them, at all the stinky, fat and lazy Gamemakers that crowd around the edges whatching us like an eagle would whatch prey. To them we were nothing. We were disposable. I wanted nothing more to go up there and hurt them, make them suffer as I was right now. Because you see, thinking like this wasn't me. I wasn't a cruel person, I k new not vilonce. I knewnothing to keep myself alive. Even though i was going to fight all the way. I didn't know how long it would last seeing as I was incapable of hurting another person. A shudder ripples through my body. And my glare turns into a scowl. I laugh bitterly. I wa spositive that so many children had thought as I had, they thought they could not kill, but they all did... Afterall you had to kill to win.

OOC: Sorry for the Crapy post, I'm in a rush Dx