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uwu Capitol Resident 1,005 POSTS Pronouns: You last seen Mar 26, 2024 10:21:50 GMT -5 cries in watermelon	Siber Felies [D7] FIN Sept 15, 2013 19:05:41 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by uwu on Sept 15, 2013 19:05:41 GMT -5 Name: Siber Felies Age: 13 Gender: Male District/Area: District 7 Appearance: Uh... Purr Personality: lol nope History: hmm... Codeword: odair Comments/Other:
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Siber Felies [D7] FIN Sept 15, 2013 19:24:03 GMT -5

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Name: Felis, Siber
Age: 13
District: 7 (lumber)
Sex: Male
Cat: Siberian

Apperence

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Please describe your physical self? That's a weird question I thought to myself. Might as well do it. It's not like it's gonna make anything worse, right? Well, I guess I would consider myself average in a way. My height is about 5'6, 5'7. Around there. My weight, about 112lbs. Nothing to special about that. My hair is short, brown, and slightly messy, kind of like my twin sister's. My eyes are brown. Chestnut brown, I think. My nose is OK. It's center, normal can smell. I'm not sure there's anything else to describe about it. I've been told that my smile lights up the room. I don't believe them because, to me, my smiles are fake and cheesy.

My build is pretty good. I have a 6-pack. I guess that's considered good since I'm only 13 and in District 7. The rest of my body is pretty strong, for a 13-year old I think. I can lift about 150lbs, give or take a few pounds. I never really understood how I could. I work, but not as much as other people. My skin isn't even that tan. If you compare it to a piece of paper during the winter, my skin will probably be lighter. The reason it's like that is probably because I don't like spending my free time outside.

Personality

This test thing is becoming even weirder. Then again, it's from the Capitol. Well, I would describe myself in many ways. But people would to describe me differently. On the outside, I'm all kittens and stuff. Everyone loves me because I'm so kind and friendly. But only I know that is only a coverup of my depression. I haven't told anyone because I'm one of those kids who doesn't like telling other people about their feelings. I'm more of a listener. I do well in school, though, even though I don't really get why we have to go. I get C's, which are good enough, right?

I guess I have some good qualities, but not many. Like stated before, I'm really "nice" and "sweet". Everybody loves me and trusts me. I'm also very protective of my twin sister, Angella. She has a disease that makes her weak boned, and I don't know what I would do without her. She is only one of two things that keep me going in this terrible world. The other reason in Bay. He's the closest person to me. I can also probably survive in the woods if I had to since I know how to skin and cook animals. The only thing I couldn't do is kill them cause I've never had the chance to.

The rest of my qualities aren't so great. I can run, but not well. When I get into lots of stress, I go berserk. And when I say berserk, I mean destroying everything around me. Not just going crazy. I can't swim, or do any other physical activity except for a little bit of self defense. I'm also depressed and won't get help for it. I just don't want it. Why should I? It's not like I'm THAT depressed. It won't affect me in the long run, right?

History

You know what, I give up. I'm never going to try to understand the Capitol's tests. Who wants to know my history anyway? I guess I have to answer the question any. Hmmm... where should I start? Well, ever since I was a little kid, I've always wanted to help everyone. And I mean EVERYONE. There wasn't anyone I didn't want to help. As I grew older, everyone started trusting me and telling me all their issues. Since I was only around 5 or 6, I didn't know what to do. I just nodded and listened. After a while, all the secrets everyone was telling me started stacking up and I couldn't take it. All the secrets being trusted in me, I just started freaking out. I used to just start crying and flailing on the ground, generally by myself so I wouldn't attract attention.

When I was about 9 or 10, I started feeling sad, constantly. I didn't know it yet, but I was the start of my depression. I kinda just stopped caring for most of my things, even though I still acted like I did. I didn't want to help people, but I did. It was like I was trying to fill a hole that couldn't be filled. I didn't want to live. I felt like I was just there. Just the person that cheered people up. When I was 11, I was walking through the alleys during the night to clear my mind. As I was coming home, I saw a little girl being abused by somebody. I ran and hid so I wouldn't be noticed. As I watched, the more scared I became. I ran away to one of my secret places in the alleys, and tried to calm myself down. That image of the guy harassing the girl stuck in my mind, unable to be erased. I realized that I needed to protect my twin, no matter the cost. She was more helpless and frail than that girl in the alley. Any thing could hurt her.

I was still depressed, even though I thought I was happy. I somehow convinced myself, by the age of 12, that I wasn't depressed. I just needed to help more people and protect my sister. No matter how many people I helped, I would still have this hole in me. I wanted to fill it but I could never do it. Even today, it's still here. I sometimes wonder why I'm still alive. I really want to make a change in the world. I want to be that guy who unites Panem. Ever since the alley incident, I've always wanted to stop fighting, war, famine, and all of the other bad stuff. I'm also afraid to go into alley ways now. I don't want to be attacked I don't know if anybody hates me or not. I want to be safe, and I want everyone else to be safe.

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uwu Capitol Resident 1,005 POSTS Pronouns: You last seen Mar 26, 2024 10:21:50 GMT -5 cries in watermelon	Siber Felies [D7] FIN Sept 21, 2013 9:28:22 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by uwu on Sept 21, 2013 9:28:22 GMT -5 I am done!
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cass Retired Staff 4,822 POSTS last seen Oct 24, 2021 18:11:43 GMT -5	Siber Felies [D7] FIN Sept 21, 2013 20:21:25 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by cass on Sept 21, 2013 20:21:25 GMT -5 Just be careful with the amount of muscles he has and everything, remember he is only 13. [/size]