Imogen Ynette :||: D4 :||: FIN

grim. Capitol Resident 1,081 POSTS last seen Sept 30, 2020 18:45:26 GMT -5	Imogen Ynette :\|\|: D4 :\|\|: FIN Feb 25, 2015 16:08:16 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by grim. on Feb 25, 2015 16:08:16 GMT -5 <District 4> <Female> <Sixteen> FC: Allie Dane Code: Odair
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Imogen Ynette :||: D4 :||: FIN Mar 8, 2015 22:17:20 GMT -5

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Post by grim. on Mar 8, 2015 22:17:20 GMT -5

   Imogen Ynette | District Four | Sixteen

    If I looked like myself that meant, frayed hair, caramel skin, and sandy toes. I had fashioned my hair short since before I can remember. It was easy upkeep, and less work to clean after hours of salty-wet torture. My skin had progressively gotten darker over the years. It started at an olive tone, and has became this kind of faded caramel. I liked the color of my skin, though it was rough and damaged from years in the sun. I liked to call myself "fun sized", but truthfully I was short. Standing at the solid height of five feet. I was built though, had a rather lengthy physique. It was slim, but still had a sort of firmness to it. I spent hours fighting the tides, so that made for a decent workout.

    My eyes were a pond green. Never making the cut for green, and never crossing the edge of brown. They were alright though, they did their job vision wise. I felt rather boyish in the many ways that I carry myself. I didn't like to look vulnerable. Showing vulnerability was opening a door that I didn't think was deserved. At least not yet. I stood firm, and I avoided most flirtatious conflict. That is, unless I could get a good kick out of it. My body language was subtle, avoiding any kind of hip sway or faulty hand position. I loved to cover myself in comfortable clothing, also easily removable. And no, not removable so I could find myself enjoying that kind of thing, for Ripreds sake. I simply found it smarter to wear clothing that was removable so that if a dive into the pulsing ocean was in order, it could be done quickly and neatly.

I found myself surrounded by people that I enjoyed. I liked to be noticed, and so that's just what I had accomplished. Since a very young age I had made a fool of myself to enjoy the laughter of others. I was the so called "class clown". It was suiting, slowly over the years though, it has plummeted. I still loved to hear the laughter of my loved ones, but it was rare that I was the cause. I isolated myself with the smiles of others, to see if I could do the same. My love for popularity never really changed over the years. It just became less relevant due to the fact that I had already accomplished it. I had enough people I cared about already, no need to make a crowd. Though I had many friends, I never truly had felt this ideal of trust. I hadn't quiet pinpointed how to trust someone, and if I ever really had to. Trust seems so irrelevant, who is to judge when it is finally deserved?

I was a calm girl growing up. A good judge of knowing when to be serious, and when jokes were in order. I cared for few, but those that I did, I did so deeply. I loved this ideal of vanity. Though I never spent much time focusing on beauty. I still found, that studying someones face, or that of my own, was fascinating. I would follow every curve and dip, and evaluate my approach. I loved to prey on my fellow classmates. Forcing them to cringe, I found amusement in this, although most times it landed me in trouble. Being crude was a talent of mine, though more often then not it was frowned upon.

I grew up in the ideal District Four home. A mother, father, and myself. I never felt lonely without a sibling. In fact I was relieved, one less person to compete with. Our world is made up of competition, and I would rather avoid it as much as possible. My mother fished and my father did the same, there wasn't really anything out of the ordinary. I was forced into training. My parents were one of the few that wanted their child to die in an arena. So I practiced, and became strong, but I never truly wanted to enter that arena. It didn't make sense to let the Capitol dangle you like a hanging piece of meat. Defenselessness was nothing more then our weakness foreshadowing our future.

School was an odd topic in my house. I got below average grades, and I only showed up when required. My parents gave up hounding me for it after they realized I was to stubborn to give a damn. I didn't think an education was going to benefit me. What more could I need then to read and write? My life was pretty self explanatory, rebellious child, ignorant parents, and empty relationships. My parents didn't deserve my respect, they had left me half empty.

I guess you can safely assume I have daddy issues. Except mine weren't just daddy issues, they were daddy and mommy issues. Its not that I didn't agree with some of my parents views, or love them, but forgiveness was not deserved by people who were inhuman. Having the blood of your own stripped from your hands, and sink into the depths of darkness, was unforgivable. It was her fault, and his for standing by her. I had a sister once, she was beautiful, looked a lot like me. But she was forgotten, left to drowned in the oceans that surrounded us. My mother had taken her to work, and had been mindless. I could never cope with the extent of her stupidity. Her lunges had filled with the salted ocean sea, and she no longer would ever come back to me.

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