breathing in iron { geebs }

Take my mind and take my pain,
Like an empty bottle takes the rain.

His feet make barely a sound as he walks, his hands covered in dirt, his eyes alight with adventure. Little did he know that tonight would be a night that changed his life forever, little did he know, that tonight would be a night that someone would not forget. But as he walked, his mind racing over new discoveries he couldnt care less. He could care less about the fact that the sun had dipped behind the horizon hours ago, he couldnt care less that the moon was covered by the clouds, that the streets he walked were ones painted with blood. He couldnt care less about anything, his whole being distracted by the fact that he had figured it out.

He had found the answer, the answer to the question which had banged on the door locked so tightly in that brain of his. And right now, as he walked down the abandoned streets of his home, all he could do was smile, even skip! For years he thought that it was over, that he would never know but tonight, as he walked, he was alight. He had done it.

A smile is painted across his lips as he rounds the corner, a smile that his mother once said could win him the heart of any lass he choose. He would laugh at her then, punching her shoulder gently as he brushed off her compliment. She had always been kind to him, his biggest suppoter when it came to him and the ladies. But he wasnt interested in ladies- hell he wasnt really interested in love, in relaltionships, in sex, all together. Yeah sometimes he thought about, he wandered what i would be like to be liked by someone, to feel their body against his own, to kiss, to love, to speand the night with... but more often than not he would just brush it away, his thought occupied by other things, like his garden and his job at the hosiptal...

Helping people...<br><br>Helping people is something the boy enjoyed immensely even if sometimes he was no good at it. His clumsiness or lack of common sense sometimes getting the better of him when it came to interacting with other human beings. And more often than not he found himself wandering if that would ever change, if he would ever be able to become the real nurse- doctor- he desired to become.

The thought makes the boy frown, his eyes glazing with worry as the night sky danced with the eyes of the earth, watching, watching him and his every move because they knew. They knew, they knew that tonight would be a night that changed lives forever.

And take my past and take my sins,
Like an empty sail takes the wind.

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