Mars Ramsey // D9 // FIN

Gryphon Career Tribute 503 POSTS Pronouns: He/Him last seen Aug 31, 2020 22:24:24 GMT -5 heading to cloud nine	Mars Ramsey // D9 // FIN Aug 23, 2016 22:21:51 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Gryphon on Aug 23, 2016 22:21:51 GMT -5 Mars Ramsey 17 District Nine - 96562c -
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Mars Ramsey // D9 // FIN Dec 4, 2016 2:01:59 GMT -5

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Post by Gryphon on Dec 4, 2016 2:01:59 GMT -5

mars ramsey
District 9 ♔ 17

Hello, dumbass.

Betcha thought you weren't gonna actually do this, right? Wrong, cause now here you are--standing in front of the goddamn bathroom mirror in darkness like a fuckin' idiot cause you just couldn't wait for this pep talk.

God, let's just turn this light on...there we go. Here you are, in your full dork ass glory.

You fucking dork.

Let's take a good look at you. You're pale as fuck, dude; but you got ginger hair. Nice. Those eyes are nice, too. Hazel? Alright, you reminded yourself you're just slightly less unlikable than you thought you were. That's a step, yeah? Okay...you clearly work out, but you're no Career. Who are you trying to impress? Girls...guys?

...Both.

...

You lean towards the latter, don't you?

God, you're a fuckin' nerd.

Where'd you get the figure though? Oh, you go running. Trying to clear that fucked up head of yours, but it doesn't work. Never does. At least you're doing your body a favor, though. You exercise at home, too? Of course your nerd ass would, but if it gets the job done then whatever floats your boat...toots your horn.

Alright, so. Now let's get down to business. What in the actual hell is wrong with you that you gotta do this, huh? Oh, yeah. You talk like this, for starters, swearing like a goddamn sailor every few seconds and actually sounding like a dumbass. No wonder you let yourself clam up as much as you do in public.

Actually, you're normally like that--but all this fuckin' swearin' is what happens when you get pissed, it's also your coping mechanism. It isn't a challenge to irritate you and get your demeanor to turn a complete 180 on itself. You may not be good at talking to people and get flustered easily, blushing like the dork you are and tripping over your words some, but all it takes is for things to go wrong and here you are babbling a mile a minute with your fuck-bombs and shit-grenades, threatening to break someone's nose if they cross you and looking like you're actually gonna do it but you won't.

Cause you're a loser.

And you don't blame those who know it, who recognize it, and who remind you that you are. You need to understand just how much of a goddamn loser you are. You and your self-deprecating humor, and your bitching and moaning, and your lack of social skills. Holy hell, you truly are a mess, Mars Ramsey. No wonder you're alone, no wonder nobody gets you but who the fuck would? You don't want to be alone, but you're never really helping your case with the way you act. You scare people off and make them hate your guts for being a rowdy dowdy motherfucker.

At least you're a quick learner. It doesn't take long for you to learn how to do crap and become at least decent at it. No wonder you actually do alright in school contrary to what everyone else is likely thinking, no wonder you're an efficient employee in that metalworking factory you go to despite how all over the place you are with people.

I guess that's a fair trade-off: being productive and somewhat smart in exchange for being fuckin' weird as fuck.

But even if it is, shit still isn't easy. You literally argue with your parents every other day over how you function in society. You know you disappoint them, and they damn well know it too. They can't really do anything about it though because you don't really do anything outside of school and work. Your typical day consists of sulking, eating, heading to your classes, complaining, getting pissed off at someone, eating some more, whining, heading straight to the factory, ranting, losing your temper over a minor mishap, driving people away, then you go home and sleep with this entire journey cycling back to the beginning all over again, over and over again.

You only got the job in that factory just about a year ago, it's a relatively new one for you. They can't appreciate that you started working as soon as you became eligible for the reaping to contribute to the family income, cause just like the rest of the district we're pretty damn poor. Instead, they're too busy struggling to get past the whack ass behavior you constantly exhibit. They never have, they probably never will. You haven't always been like this, but your weirdness was always there from the start.

You've always been a bit shy, you've always been awkward, you've always sucked at knowing how to hold conversations and make friends. People shat on you for it, your father shat on you for it because you weren't "manly" enough. So one day, you got sick of it. You were completely over it all. You started acting out, and just further pushed others away than you already had. The attitude stuck with you ever since.

Yeah, it sucks.

But nothing you can do about it. Just another day in the life of your sorry ass.

God, you're lame.

Just go start getting ready for class, you're running late now.

Last Edit: Apr 16, 2019 1:42:32 GMT -5 by Gryphon

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Gryphon Career Tribute 503 POSTS Pronouns: He/Him last seen Aug 31, 2020 22:24:24 GMT -5 heading to cloud nine	Mars Ramsey // D9 // FIN Dec 4, 2016 3:44:09 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Gryphon on Dec 4, 2016 3:44:09 GMT -5 Really hope this bio is acceptable, I wanted his personality to be so different it even changed how I wrote his drastically LMAO. Finished. <3
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lance Librarian 3,638 POSTS Pronouns: He/Him/His last seen Apr 19, 2024 1:25:51 GMT -5 gay and chaotic? call it gayos	Mars Ramsey // D9 // FIN Dec 4, 2016 3:52:10 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by lance on Dec 4, 2016 3:52:10 GMT -5 you fucking dork ACCEPTED!
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