Nebula Umbridge // D1 // FIN [CB]

I'm the life of the party, bitch.

I can afford to be--vanilla and lavender swirl into mixtures of essential oils and fruits, containers of glass with the reflections of shards for her; meanwhile his joint effort with a long-time friend, candies in boxes wrapped in silk bows and sometimes cane stripes for the holiday season.

She got big and successful enough to have a small handful of employees working under her name, he's keepin' it small and a two-man job but they both rake in platters of cheese all the same. So you know, I'm all covered, I can fool around as much as I please.

Mama doesn't like it too much but she knows there's no stopping me. I'mma get-up-and-go kinda girl, can't be sitting around wasting away under the hands of a fucking clock doing what they're doing when there's better things out there for me to check out. At least I have an excuse, sometimes.

Exhibit A, that sleek black bat lined with fine studs I'm always eyein' and makin' a mess with at what I call the shithole I only hurl myself into when I get bored enough.

It can be fun, and it doesn't hurt to be prepared for what may be impossible until it's your name leaking out of rinse-and-repeat vibrant lips--but some fuckheads there think they're cute showboating and brownnosing the trainers and trying to start shit with each other like top dog,

you're gonna end up dead if you do this in the real deal, bitch! Don't try it!

Totally turns me off from the entire experience, s'why I hardly go.

I stick to the nightlife scene. Just mix and mingle under neon lights, couple shots or two. Maybe more. Occasionally, a bottle if I'm feelin' real messy. Blood-pounding-in-your-ears music, smoke machines and then on the flip side it's raining confetti and balloons and you hear numerous voices echoing throughout thin walls and open kitchens. Sliding down rails of marble staircases, dip in the pool, I'm just here for the fun. I want to have fun.

Why?

'cause you gotta milk every moment for what it's worth until you can't anymore.

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