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Post by ♛ scandal on Dec 13, 2017 6:35:37 GMT -5

{avie}

People chase the rain to find a rainbow, you chase the rain to find a storm. The crackling of thunder and the howling of the wind soothes all of the troubles that plague your life. Sometimes you let the downpour wash off the fading scars, but some will forever cut deep.

{

"Avie, dear?"

Mother's voice is soft and filled with affection, it is clear throughout the two words that escape her chapped lips. But you don't care for what your mother has to say to you. The memories of playing in the rain with her are all but forgotten. The only memories that stick with you are the ones when she comes home at the stroke of midnight taking a swig from an almost empty alcohol bottle.

"What, Edna?"

You call your mother by her first name. She might biologically be your mother, but to you she is just another villain that scarred your skin.

Your mother says between pursed lips,

"Your father is here to see you."

And that is the other half to the villain of your mother. He might never have slapped you or shattered a bottle over your head as your mother did, but he just watched her do it. He didn't do anything to help you, and resentment came from his poor decision.

"You can tell him to go fuck himself."

Your remark has no hint of sarcasm to it. You fully meant what you said.

"And while your at it, you can go fuck yourself too, Edna."

For a second you see the mother that hit you, but it was all in your head. Your mother just sighs and leaves your room, tears about to flee from her eyes. But tears are won't go a long way in your book. Until your scars are healed, the little girl who showed her love to her parents is gone- replaced by a girl that will spit out words like acid and not give a shit about who's feelings she hurts. But one line you won't cross is that you vowed to never do what your parents did to you.

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The rain steadily hits the window, calming your mind as you lay on your bed, tears streaking down your pale face. Your hazel eyes are strained from all the tears. You were only 5-years-old, your blonde locks soaked from the downpour that you didn't escape. You were in your room, the door locked from the commotion your mother was making. She had been drinking again, you could tell as the bottle crashed to the floor. This was the second time this week she had done this, and you just wanted your mother back. But she came back when you shrinked away. You tried holding her hand through this phase, but eventually you just let go.

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You stand in the middle of a dirt path, letting the rain wash over you. The crackle of thunder, and boom of lighting set your blood to ease. People try to escape the rain, but you were never like everyone else. They were smart and worked with chemicals and power, but you just worked with your body. As rain doesn't come every day, you needed to do something that didn't include debating which if you wanted to continue hating your parents. So you punched a bag, did sit ups and crunches and lifted weights. You set yourself apart, like you have your whole life.

You have grown muscles that most don't have in a place like 5. But you don't care what people think you anymore. You have tried to letting people get to you, but you just don't care anymore. You'll do what you want and it doesn't bother you about the consequences. Your actions might reflect badly upon yourself, but your past reflects upon why you have let yourself become who you are today.

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