We Are All Our Own Devil | [Pika]
Dec 12, 2011 2:16:25 GMT -5
Post by Sunrise Rainier D2 // [Thundy] on Dec 12, 2011 2:16:25 GMT -5
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Don't you want the invitation
Yaa! YAA. Come back here, right now and talk to me! You'll freeze to death!" her mother yelled as her feet made a satisfying crunch in the snow. "You're grounded!"
2:00 AM, fucking freezing, but Yaa didn't care one bit.
Somewhere down the street, another person pushed his way out her front door, past her mother and into the frozen night, but in the opposite direction. She couldn't remember his name, couldn't quite remember his face either, but something told her that her mother would remember him perfectly forever, wouldn't forget what he was doing with Yaa when she walked in the bedroom. Not that it was a first.
Oh well.
She noticed the stars and the moon, the clarity of everything as all the light poured onto the snow and lit up the shadows around every corner. Everything was dim, the air slightly foggy, but the air rested around her arms and legs and nose and eyes and did not sting. Where there was usually discomfort there was only brisk familiarity, the cold slap of the wind against her face and hands reminding her of her freedom.
Everything was dead around her. The lights, the usual flurry of people, the electricity too, probably. She could hear nothing except the echoes of her mother calling for her to come back inside, but she only smirked. She kept walking. They already lived close to the other shops, and it only took her a minute before they were in front of her.
She stopped in front of her family's shop and stared. Not up at the shop, but at the ground. Someone had shoveled the areas near the shops for people to walk. Underneath the snow there was mostly dirt, but some places were paved.
What did her mother know about her? Nothing. Nothing, nothing, nothing. Not one bit. She didn't want to be told what to do, never, but somehow her mother didn't stop. "It's for your own good." Yeah, really? No matter what she did as a teenager, she would only end up working in the shop after her parents died. Selling people things. Better money than most people, but still. She would never have a choice for her future. No, wait. Perhaps she would: shopkeeping or working with wood.
What would it all be like in the Capitol? She could wear bright colored clothes and lipstick and put on mascara to make her eyes look dramatic, and she could simply party and dance and when she got tired of that, she could have all the options in the world. Unbound from anyone ever telling her what to do.
Her hand played around with a switchblade in her pocket for a moment. She pulled it out and flipped it open, staring up at the perfect paint on her family's shop. Her head swiveled to the left and right for one minute as she made sure nobody was around, but she didn't notice that she was being watched. She stepped forward and carved words into the ugly green paint with the sharp tip of her blade. Big letters that screamed.
I HATE YOU.
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