Promise You The Stars // [Embryze Wedding pt.1]
Jul 26, 2014 12:26:47 GMT -5
Post by Baby Wessex d9b [earthling] on Jul 26, 2014 12:26:47 GMT -5
I know sometimes I get angry, and I say what I don't mean.
I know I keep my heart protected, far away from my sleeve.
But don't ever question if my heart beats only for you, it beats only for you.
"I shouldn't have made such a big deal about everythin'. I should have waited. He's going to be there. Right? Right?"
Mace paused, having worn a strip of carpet with his pacing. The conference room had been sparsely decorated, with a few white garlands and several flowing bouquets across the table. It still felt like a conference room. The Hall only had one bridal suite, and obviously that had been reserved for Julian and the ladies. Mace had been relegated to the opposite end of the Hall, a place of sterile tables and swiveling chairs. Technically Arbor should have been there too, keeping him company, but Mace hadn't seem him. He hoped for the best, but the truth was, he spared very few thoughts for the District Twelve victor. He was preoccupied with the vision of stepping into the atrium and finding himself alone.
Mason suckled on his pacifier, eyes wide, uncomprehending. Mace sighed. "That's okay, buddy. You don't got to say nothin'. I know you love me." He bent to kiss his son's forehead. The stylists from Ten had dressed him in a miniature version of Mace's simple tuxedo, and he'd already drooled all over the collar. But he still smelled like baby, and he was quiet, which was all Mace could really ask for. He wanted to hold his son, to be comforted by his steady heart beat. But while drool on Mason's collar was acceptable, he very much doubted Julian would be pleased if Mace walked down the aisle smelling like kid ick.
Instead, he tried to remind himself that things had never been better with Julian. Yes, this was his own agenda, but they loved each other. Mace hadn't asked for much over the years. And in the end it had been Julian who had insisted they have two events, one in the Capitol and one in Two. Mace had resisted, until the promise of two cakes and two wedding nights had been floated. After, he'd agreed with anything Julian wanted that fell within their lavish budget.
But if he had to feel like this twice, he wasn't sure all the cake in the world was worth it. He had his hands beneath Mason's arms, ready to lift him when the door opened. Mace narrowed his gaze at the stylists.
"It's time."
Olive swatted Mace's hands away, scooping Mason up into her own arms. Mace scowled, but thought it might dampen the day if he killed his Capitol escort, much though he loathed her. At least the feeling was mutual. She waltzed down the hallway, following the barricade that had been erected to protect their ceremony from the press. It had been a delicate negotiation, Mace understood. In the end, they had been permitted a semi-private ceremony, if only because managing a mob of ten thousand well wishers was too much for the Capitol to handle in the midst of the 67th Games. So they were given the Conference Hall, with its bright atrium, and a full complement of Peacekeepers to keep others out. Of course the ceremony would be filmed and cast to the masses, timed appropriately around the Games.
It was not lost on Mace that tributes died while he walked down the tiled aisle. In equal measure he mourned and exalted them. If not for their sacrifice - for the many sacrifices since the 59th - he would not be in this atrium, tying himself for eternity to Julian Bryze.
He took his place beyond the pond, at the front of the atrium. He nodded to Arbor, who stood at his side, and then to Topaz, who stood opposite. It took him a moment, but then he found Saffron among the foliage, corralling Juliet and Mason. He winked, a false confidence. Yes, he cared about Arbor and Topaz and Saffron. He might have even loved them. But that bond paled in comparison to complicated mess that he felt for Julian. "Pinch me if it looks like I'm going to pass out," he murmured to Arbor. He could already feel the sweat lining his forehead, a vague sickness in his stomach.
Where was Julian?
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