holton forbes // d2 // cbd // done

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eighteen
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Holton Forbes is eighteen and still hides from the world. Through dusty grey eyes she peers around corners, cautious of what the world thinks. Longing to know what thoughts lie amongst the heads of others, and dreading them contagiously. And though her head is laden with the square root of 247 multiplied by 8 and the names of every single Victor of the Hunger Games in chronological order, she fills it up with Capitol trends and friends to drown out the textbook thoughts she so desperately battles to be rid of. She doesn't want to be smart. She never did. Because Hayley and Colton Forbes did not want their names to forge into a scientist or an author - they wanted a superstar. Once she had a friend who told her that he thought her photo-memory was neat, and that she was special. But she lost him when he realised that Holton doesn't want to be special. Holton wanted to be Holly, with curls and pearls and pretty girls. Holton didn't show her parents the 'Advanced Classes Requested' or 'Accelerate Abilities' on her report card, instead throwing it into the fire and destroying every piece of evidence that points to who she really could be. Holton doesn't want to admit that she can run through the equations in her head that she pretends to struggle with on paper, or that she'd rather please everybody else around her than just her 'friends'. But she doesn't want to hide behind sweet little smiles and sickly giggles, either. She doesn't want any of it. Holton doesn't know what she wants anymore.

wOW OK well this is about the bare minimum i can post here on a borrowed computer but i'll re-write this later i suppose and code it properly etc etc

Can I be?
Was I there?
I felt so crystal in the air
I still want to drown whenever you leave
Please teach me how to breathe

hayden panettiere // shelter // 600

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