Love Triangle. [rae & ridds]

At this i cant stand it anymore, seeing her being comforted by rory, when it should be me... "Ahem..." i say clearing my throat.. Pain swelling in my chest, control yourself man, dont look weak! I continue to think in my head, but it hurts to try and supress it... "Rory..." I begin and take a second... "Trai..." i come into view and Trai wont look at me, but rory...

Hearing Sakai clear his throat didn't alarm me, considering I knew he was already there. Trailynn twitched a little, not expecting him to be here I suppose. "Rory.... Trai...." He begins to say and I get this feeling there is some awful news. I look downwards at the name Trailynn wrote in the dirt... Sakai. My stomach twisted and I felt sick to my stomach... Was he and Trailynn a... Thing? Was everything that happened today nothing? I look at him. "What did you do to her?" I ask with authority....

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OOC: Hahahah.
BIC: I watch Trailynn go over and tug at Sakai's sleeve, begging him to not go. I don't know why they were fighting in the first place... So I must never tell anyone my feelings for Sakai. (OOC: Remember, Rory doesn't know the fight was about her and she doesn't know Sakai kind of has feelings for her) BIC: It would just make everything worse... I see the pain in both of their eyes. I wonder what happened to make everything so painful and complicated... All I know is that there's a huge hole in my stomach... I feel like crawling into the fettle position and hibernating for awhile. Sakai's eyes flash on mine.. I don't know what that was about. His glance looked so depressed... Maybe I should go? This isn't my place... I start to walk away from the both when

I look at trai then rory and cant believe this is even an issue, Ive known Trai much longer and her and I have been through so much. Yeah rory and I are ridiculously alike, but its trai who i like, a lot. "Trai... Forget what i said before... Just forget it, its only you." I tell her... instantly regretting the wrods, for Rory's sake, i shoul've waited until she was gone.. At this i look to trai, not rory, because i dont want to change my mind, I cant look at her right now, its making me hurt... Pull it together! Ugh.

OOC: okay, one of you say something cause I have no idea.

"Let her go. Its you Trai!" I see how she thinks i must be lying, but im not. At least not fully. I dont understand this at all. I dont get it... "Im just... confused." I end up saying, the whole truth.