Ashby Overwhill D7 Done

When you look me in the face what do you see? Do you see a pretty talented dancer or do you see the girl who is known as a whore? Do you look behind my intimidating eyes and look or do you just see the outside? Do you see a chained up wild animal that can't be tamed or a girl with an actual heart. I am all of them mixed together though most people only see the wild side of me.

I may be that girl who sells her body to boys to survive, though in reality I'm much more than that. I am a dancer, I have been my whole life. No One believes me that dancing is my pleasure or a sport of hard work. They look at me and judge me by my cover and from the outside i'm extremely sexy and I hate that. I guess I do have a sex appeal. I don't like the fact, but it's probably the reason I didn't starve to death yet. I don't enjoy the way I am as most girls would die to have my looks.

Can you look past of all this and see beyond? Though what do I expect from most people? No one bothers to get to know me. Maybe i'm to serious from both inside and outside. I wish for once that once someone is going to see me for who I am, though it's a child's wish.

Dancing is my true life, the life behind my "job" My parents aren't with me anymore and I live with my uncle, who taught me how to dance since I was 4. All I can Remember is him teaching me simple steps and me copying. Then I was in school when I was 8. I remember me doing these steps that I studied hard for 4 years and trying to teach them to the others.

Dancing is hard work. It takes practice, because nothing comes from thin air. You can't take it as a joke. If you want to be good, then you have to practice everyday. You can't just hope it will come over night, no it doesn't work like that. If you aren't serious then don't do it. thats my only warning to you.

One two three four, one two three four, one two three four. Do you hear that? It's the rhythm. The rhythm is like the number one rule for a dancer. It's what keeps us in tact. If you don't hear it and feel it, you'll look like an idiot. And nobody wants that.

Now do you know what it's like to be a dancer?

There are only two things that matter to me. One of them is my familie, or what's theft of it anyway. my uncle is like a father and a mother. When my parents died he took me in without a hesitation. I will be forever in his debt, because of that. He took an irreplaceable place in my heart.

The secound is dancing. It is how I can keep going. Dancing is my engine and I will never forget what keeps me running. Then again, back when I was a broken car and my uncle came to fix me. he was the one who gave me my engine. This adds just another thing, that I have to thank him for. I will never forget my debts to him...never.