Zana Kane D10 FIN

When life doesn't matter anymore, what do you do? When your heart has been broken for some slut, do you get revenge? Well you don't sit there crying your eyes out. I'm sure of that. You take charge. You have to mentally hurt the both of them. Physical pain doesn't always hurt a human, but mental pain leaves a scar for life. Thats the only way to get revenge, to scar their brain, or to scar their heart. To leave them a reminder of what and who you are. That's what you do when your heart has been broken, but what about life?

I'm Zana Kane. At the moment I have a broken heart, life seems to just slip for me. I don't know what to do about it now. I can't do anything about it. I can't cry, since I promised myself never to cry again. I don't have anything to hug, since I am an orphan. I truly have nothing left in this world except my brain. My brain has always been my best friend, and my best quality. It's my ultimate weapon. It is the only weapon I will ever need.

For someone my age, I'm incredibly smart. No one understands how I have gotten the knowledge I have. I read a lot in my free time. Thats all I tell them. I don't tell them how long i have been reading or that I have a photographic memory, thats my little secret. I don't need to tell everyone that I can memorize stuff after scanning through it a few times. I read about the old times, like the greeks and their wonderful history. I read about science and chemistry. I read about anything that I can get my hands on. Though there are not too many books in the district. I read on sword fighting tactics on some fiction books and have tried it out using farming tools, but it's very hard.

You know there are girls here, that only care about how much money they got. Or how much time they waste on boys. They care about making them look good and if this will fuck up there hair. Most of them are the ones in the district that can afford stuff, or their just sluts. Well I don't want to be that type of girl. I'm smart and have so much potential, but still I lost my boyfriends to a girl like that.

I have this adorable look to me, an incredibly cute smile, and eyes like a snake. Only my eyes are a warming brown. They say I belong to those girls who will do anything to get close to a boy. They think that there isn't a beautiful girl, that doesn't end up in hell. Let me tell you something. I'm going to hell one way or the other, but not for being a bitch. i'm going because of the revenge I got. I'll be going to hell because, I did some nasty and bloody things. I won't be going for sex.

If you mess with me, there is no way I'm going to miss out on the opportunity to get you back. I read a lot and now I know a lot. I've read how they killed people in the old days. my favourite method was the one with the horse. They tie the hands and legs to string attached to horses and send the horses of in different directions. It sounds painful, thats why I like it, but still mental scars burn longer than death. because there a much worse things than death.