Bullet Michigan D12 Done

My name is Bullet michigan

I live in District 12

I am 18 years old

and no one wants to be my friend.


Mommy can you tell me why everyone is always laughing at me and making fun of me? Mommy can you tell me why you named me Bullet, it sounds like you wanted to make me a killing machine? Mommy why do people have to die? Why can't they shut up and stop calling me names? Mommy why can't I just die, I'm sick of living this way, it makes me sad? Mommy, a girl tried to kill me today,because I come from district 1.

I hate it here mommy, everything is so boring. Everything has no colors. I want to go back, why can't we go back? No one likes me here. They say I don't fit in. They say I am a misfit and no one will ever be my friend. I don't like it here, no one likes me. Please make it stop mommy, just make it go away.

I am tired of it, they called me an alien, what is that even? Have they ever heard of discrimination? They are doing that to me and I am so sick of it. I want everything to be change. How can they be so mean in such a low district where everyone should be on the same level of none. this place is not where I want to be, but I have to, because mommy said it wasn't safe for us anymore in the capital.

She told me that daddy did something bad. I don't know what he did, she never talked about it. He just did something bad and he was killed. One day we woke up and he was dead. We all know it was Snow's fault. He killed my daddy, mommy said we will all be dead if we didn't leave. She was able to arrange for us to leave district 1, to come to twelve.


I am stuck in hell, we live in the seam, my mom does whatever she can for us, she works bad jobs, our life in the capital was so easy. We got everything we needed, I got everything I needed. My nose piercing, my black hair. I was able to keep those luxuries. They thought I was wiered, they think I am weird for the jewel on my nose. For the tattoo on my wrist. I want to be my old self, I want to be the one that had friends, not the one who gets teased.

I'm just too stubborn to give my old life up, I can't bare to take of my nose ring or hide my tattoo. I need to have something to remember me. I don't want to hide like my mom. I rather would have stayed in district 1 and spent my last days there. I have to stand with the other girls my age and I have to fear the capital, I have to fear and hate my old life. I hate living this way. I want to go home.

I don't want to stay here, where I am locked up in my bedroom, having these awful words being repeated. My sisters don't have to live that hard life, since they aren't like me. They threw everything away that was part of district 1. They even stopped talking to me at school, to prove that they don't want to have any connection with our old home ever again. They aren't like me, they don't have the guts to stay true to themselves. They can't be the ones they were once before.

My name is Bullet Michigan, I used to live in district 1. I used to have everything I ever needed. I had friends, food, my family had money, my sisters still talked to me. Now I live in my own isolated world full of bullies because I am too stubborn to give up what was mine and what will always be mine. I love my old life and refuse to give it up. I have to live with people calling me names and treating me like garbage, and I don't think that will ever changed.