Charm Aubergine ☆ D2 (done)

kendall
District Mayor

[M:-600]

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“I've lived too long with pain. I won't know who I am without it”

Charm Aubergine ☆ D2 (done) Mar 28, 2014 11:30:31 GMT -5 via mobile

Post by kendall on Mar 28, 2014 11:30:31 GMT -5

Primadonna girl, yeah
All I ever wanted was the world
I can't help that I need it all
The primadonna life, the rise and fall
You say that I'm kinda difficult
But it's always someone else's fault
Got you wrapped around my finger, babe
You can count on me to misbehave

Primadonna girl

Would you do anything for me?
Buy a big diamond ring for me?
Would you get down on your knees for me?
Pop that pretty question right now, baby

Beauty queen on a silver screen
Living life like I'm in a dream
I know I've got a big ego
I really don't know why it's such a big deal though

And I'm sad to the core, core, core
Everyday is a chore, chore, chore
When you give, I want more more more
I wanna be adored

'Cause I'm a primadonna girl, yeah
All I ever wanted was the world
I can't help that I need it all
The primadonna life, the rise and fall
You say that I'm kinda difficult
But it's always someone else's fault
Got you wrapped around my finger, babe
You can count on me to misbehave

Primadonna girl

Fill the void up with Celluloid
Take a picture, I'm with the boys
Get what I want 'cause I asked for it
Not because I'm really that deserving of it
Living life like I'm in a play
In the limelight I want to stay
I know I've got a big ego
I really don't know why it's such a big deal though

Going up, going down, down, down
Anything for the crown, crown, crown
When the light's dimming down, down, down
I spin around

'Cause I'm a primadonna girl, yeah
All I ever wanted was the world
I can't help that I need it all
The primadonna life, the rise and fall
You say that I'm kinda difficult
But it's always someone else's fault
Got you wrapped around my finger, babe
You can count on me to misbehave

Primadonna girl, yeah
All I ever wanted was the world
I can't help that I need it all
The primadonna life, the rise and fall
You say that I'm kinda difficult
But it's always someone else's fault
Got you wrapped around my finger, babe
You can count on me to misbehave

Primadonna girl

Last Edit: Apr 1, 2014 18:26:36 GMT -5 by kendall

"heaven is a place on earth with you"

kendall
District Mayor

[M:-600]

866 POSTS
last seen Feb 17, 2016 16:40:07 GMT -5

“I've lived too long with pain. I won't know who I am without it”

Charm Aubergine ☆ D2 (done) Mar 31, 2014 19:50:38 GMT -5 via mobile

Post by kendall on Mar 31, 2014 19:50:38 GMT -5

C H A R M A U B E R G I N E

B E A U T Y Q U E E N
O N A
S I L V E R S C R E E N
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(( NOW 12 ))
They say my family is cursed. The whispers of my family's name and the dread that is set on it is always talked about where ever I go. My cousins and siblings all train for the Hunger Games. Everyone in the district does actually. Except no matter how many times we enter our name or how many Aubergine there are, we never get reaped. My sister says we are cursed from a curse. But I don't listen to Audacity very often because half the time she is drunk or something. She never really took anything my family does or stands for seriously. On her 19th birthday, father cried because she couldn't get reaped any longer but Audacity had a different idea about it all. I am starting to believe she is the only person that has ever rejoiced she was too old to participate in the Labyrinth Games or the Hunger Games. For me, I am not sure. This is my first year in the Labyrinth Games, and I am a little bit nervous but I will use that nervousness to my advantage. Being only ten in the games isn't a good thing. But I am determined to show them that I am better then they think.

Being an Aubergine defiantly has its advantages. We are rich so basically if I run to Mommy or dear Daddy I get what I want. My family is so well known its hard to meet someone who hasn't hear about us. In honestly, I have never met a person who hasn't known us. If you don't know who we are then you obviously live under a rock. A very big rock to be precise. Being an Aubergine means you follow strict rules and traditions. Training is your biggest priority. You will win and you will always do everything you do the best. No one can be on top unless it is an Aubergine. Thats why my family has the best training scores in the training center. I find that quite hard considering that District 2 is known for their hard training careers and peacekeepers all over the joint. Of course we get a little extra practice in the Labyrinth Games but that's for later discussion. If you don't follow them you are shamed and looked down upon. Like my oldest sister, I don't want to be like her. I want to make my family proud.

I have 4 siblings. Dread, Valor, Lithe and Audacity. They are all older then me. My closest sibling is five years older then me. Sometimes my siblings tell me I am a mess up, and I wasn't supposed to be there. But I know they are just jealous. They probably all know they are screw ups and I am Mom and Dad's favorite child. I wasn't a mistake, I was the child they were waiting for. Or that's what they tell me at least. Because I am the gift, the angel, and the baby I basically get everything I want and get coddled if I do something wrong. I defiantly use that to my advantage when I need to get out of trouble or I want something.

I know some of my siblings are jealous but they can't help but love me. Who couldn't? I am the classic Aubergine. I have long blond hair that is wispy and thin like my sister Lithe's. I have big blue eyes just like my father with small thin eyebrows to compliment them. My fair skin is the color of honey milk. My cheeks naturally have a light rosy complexion to them. Just like an Aubergine should, thats what my Father says. I am dainty and petite. Everything about me is small, especially my feet and hands. Even my nose is small and narrow. I am not strong like my brothers, I don't have muscle. I make it up with my speedy and coordination. My pink lips are usually always in a smile, showing off my little white teeth. Scars are taken more as a sign of bravery then a flaw. It shows how hard you train. I train hard to make my family proud. So I have many scars on my little body. Overall, I am very small but I make for it in my attitude.

Ever since I was born, I was told that anything less then winning wasn't accepted. All the Aubergine brothers want to be the best so they take it to there children to make that happen. Our cousins are more of a competition then a friend. My cousins don't bother me very much. I am one of the youngest of the Aubergine children. I find the family that is closest to my age more of a threat to me then the ones that are older. They are closer to me in age and therefore closer to me in skill. It wouldn't be fair to compare me to someone that 17 but someone who is around 10 is ok. I have always had a rivalry with my cousin Wallflower. She is a little out there, stuck in a little girls dream. Maybe it's because she wasn't snapped out of that nonsense earlier. I don't really know why she bothers me but whenever we see each other it seems like a competition for everything we do. She's taller then me, I am only 4'1 and I think because she towers above me she's the top dog. Wrong. Oh how is she wrong. I don't like to feel inferior, I feel hopeless and powerless. How can such feelings get you anywhere in life? I know she doesn't like I get the best of everything. She doesn't like that I get what I want and everyone likes me and when she talks people thinks she says nonsense. But in some ways Wallflower gets me. She understands the hardships of wanting to be on top, and being one of the younger Aubergine children.

It very pressuring trying to stay on mom and dad's good side. It's very hard and I think all of my siblings have given up trying to please them. Sometimes I can be called the kiss up of the family or even at school. It's the only way I feel noticed. A huge family and being a small girl, you get lost in the crowd. I feel noticed, I don't like not being noticed. It makes me claustrophobic in my own environment. My life reminds me of when I was a pretty young, five years old exactly. I remember that day as though it happened yesterday. I was playing with my brothers and they locked me in a closet because they thought it was funny. I just remember being in the cramped little space with no lights for 7 hours before my mother opened it to get her coat and found me. I had no escape and I felt alone and trapped. Ever since then I will not go into any tight space. I will start to shake and break down into tears. It just reminds me of a cold dark small space I couldn't escape out of. No matter how strong I was

I feel confined in the one space of living and there is no way out.

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Last Edit: Sept 6, 2015 11:55:33 GMT -5 by kendall

"heaven is a place on earth with you"

kendall District Mayor [M:-600] 866 POSTS last seen Feb 17, 2016 16:40:07 GMT -5 “I've lived too long with pain. I won't know who I am without it”	Charm Aubergine ☆ D2 (done) Apr 1, 2014 18:26:50 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by kendall on Apr 1, 2014 18:26:50 GMT -5 done hope its alright
	"heaven is a place on earth with you"

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