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Avalon Retired Staff 1,291 POSTS Pronouns: They/Them last seen Oct 24, 2016 10:04:26 GMT -5 when i plant a fat ass cracker bitch i expect her to stay planted	ophelia sage zodiia \| d7 } { fin Jul 14, 2015 21:32:41 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Avalon on Jul 14, 2015 21:32:41 GMT -5 ~~stella 2.0~~ ophelia sage zodiia seventeen district seven pisces dob: march 5th odair fc: anastasiya jepsen ~~because i can't let go~~ [zodiac plot]
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pisces | district seven | seventeen

Mysterious, alluring-

"If you have no destination, does it matter which road you take?"

Stuck on a path on the road to no where. Between a split arrow, I stand patiently at a glitch in the mind. One path leads no where, and the other path leads no where. But which no where takes you to your desired location? To the paradise of the mind that you easily slip into when in situations of fright, sadness, depression, loneliness- the list goes on, however I'd never know, for the only emotions I feel are from the base of nature. And it haunts me like predator to prey, and the only release is to dream a better dream, and to slip into somewhere where you can easily fall and shatter, but no one would realize- no one would care.

Born to the sun, a Pisces girl emerged from the raging tide and into the world. Innocence and bliss built it's way deep into my gentle, tender frame for the first few years. My brown hair matched the sand of the ocean I once swam, and the sun kissed my tan skin ever so lightly. I was once two fish swimming in opposite directions- yin and yang. A psychic nature to most, for I've always been one to shift between the harsh, bitter reality and the dreams that come from the clouds above. A life lived in the clouds is a dangerous one, for it blocks your vision of the world for it's not clear. A true introspective nature comes from the shift between the two, and I'd like to think it's hard to pin-point what I'm feeling, what I'm thinking and which reactions could be triggered from situations. But there's the thing, I don't even know what the outcome of each will be, for I am too a mystery to myself.

["Go with the flow."

"Don't make waves."]

Seen as hazy by a pretty handful, I am more than happy to accept. For a puzzle of a girl like me shouldn't be easy to figure out, and it's almost impossible, but not entirely. There's always been a sense of safety that comes with this, while living a half life in the over world. Where dreams come true and my unfulfilled desires come alive and whisk me away as I please. I've come to the understanding that a life lived fully in the paradise that resides deep within the minds is one that is far crueler than the reality that's lived in. An escape- a hideaway. However, it's always been running through my body, racing the blood, the urges. Being one to help others in times of need is a priority that I cannot refuse. For my weakness is to watch other's hurting, and perhaps sometimes it's too much of a weakness. Prone to be taken advantage of by the less well-meaning it's a self sacrifice that always has risks to taking. But stepping down from the challenge isn't in my nature.

"And perhaps I don't feel simply because I don't put my needs above others."

["You mustn't put the needs of others before your own."]

It'd been six- seven- eight-
Eight years since the large, carved wooden door slammed shut for the last time. My green eyes met his gaze and the world had slowed for but a few seconds. My goodbyes and farewells were slammed and spewed back into my face, full of rejection that I was too ignorant to realize. They'd been a despicable pair to each other, and the result was father leaving the door and never to return. It ended in the result of mother becoming unleashed from the tight grip, however not completely. A hushed rumor spread like the wildfire in my heart throughout the district, of my fathers disappearance and the blood of a man who was once known as "daddy" left on mothers hands. She didn't seem to mind, though. For an innocent doesn't need to prove themselves, for everyone is innocent until proven guilty, and the proof is not in reach.

It'd been eight- nine- ten-
Ten years since the mark had been made and the burn tolled it's damage on my pristine skin. Setting ablaze upon my whole left arm, all the way to my shoulder a scar had replaced the dead skin. A flaw to remain forever, one that reminded me of how life used to be. I was always daddy's least favorite, or at least that's how it felt to me. It'd been caused by a simple camp fire that was lit to roast smores along. And a simple slip leads to a fall and next thing that I knew, my left arm had been swallowed whole in the flame. It was one of the only times that he'd shown that he'd cared though, for I've always felt like I'd been trapped, locked away from him in a room that didn't exist. But it always has. For the room existed in my mind and my eyes were the window and my mouth was the door, and there was no escape.

Last Edit: Jul 16, 2015 2:43:08 GMT -5 by Avalon

"solitaire something you consider rare"

credit to zoë

Avalon Retired Staff 1,291 POSTS Pronouns: They/Them last seen Oct 24, 2016 10:04:26 GMT -5 when i plant a fat ass cracker bitch i expect her to stay planted	ophelia sage zodiia \| d7 } { fin Jul 16, 2015 2:48:23 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Avalon on Jul 16, 2015 2:48:23 GMT -5 finished ^^
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