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♛ scandal District Mayor 907 POSTS Pronouns: She/Her last seen Jun 6, 2019 17:23:32 GMT -5 now scandalicious	isabell st. vincent \| eight {fin} Oct 14, 2017 12:35:09 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by ♛ scandal on Oct 14, 2017 12:35:09 GMT -5 seventeen sonia ben ammar
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isabell st. vincent | eight {fin} Oct 14, 2017 13:35:46 GMT -5

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I s a b e l l;

{ other } My life has not been the best. First, it was my best friend then it was my twin. Some have faced worse than I have, but my emotional stability plummeted when my twin brother passed away due to an infection. I thought I would never get over his death. Then Jacob came along. I had known Jacob since I was 10 years old. He was friends with my brother. Jacob introduced me to someone who would become my best friends only days later. I was never a very happy person, but I don't feel happiness anymore. I only feel happiness when I am with Jacob. I only smile when I am with Jacob. I totally forget the world I live in when I am with him. It started out as a small crush, just little butterflies here and there. Now, I feel way better than I usually do when I see him. I know that it is a one-sided love, but one day I hope that he see's that I have been here with him the whole time. He helped me get over Ivan, and I helped him get over Cecilia.

{ appearance } Fair skin and oval eyes. My mother passed down traits of beauty you could say. I only inherited a few, my twin inherited more. I got my father's stringy brown hair and his body hair. My legs were hairy and so were my arms. They used to be like fur, but I shaved the hair till it looked normal. People always teased me because I was really hairy, but they all stopped when I shaved the hair off. It shows that they only tease the ones that are different in anyway from them. I would love to tease them about their differences to me, but I would never stoop down to their level and give them the satisfaction of knowing I was listening to what they were saying to me.

I have a small frame, as I do not work out that much. I prefer to stay inside now that Ivan is gone. I used to have a nice tan on me, but now that I don't feel like I have the strength to go outside and play again. Jacob did help me go outside and just sit and talk, but I never got to the stage of standing on my own legs and running around and laughing with other kids while we play. I have outgrew playing anyway. I am 17 now, 2 years ago Ivan was 15 and now his age doesn't matter anymore. He is gone. I just can't face that reality.

People told me I look just like my brother growing up. I didn't see it. He looked handsome and got the good genes. I had a twisted nose, he had a straight nose. I had flaky, pink lips he had the kissable lips. Nobody would want to kiss me, it would be weird feeling with flakes touching the other persons lips. I would feel really awkward and probably run away. I lick my lips to help the flakiness, but it only stops the flakiness for a little while, so I have to repeatedly like my lips every day so I don't look like a weirdo to everyone else.

I always try and look my best for Jacob. Even though I know I don't look that good with my stringy hair, flaky lips and awkward shaped nose. He just makes me feel like Ivan isn't gone, like all the sadness that has built up inside of me because of Ivan's passing, it feels like it all washes away. I put on my best clothes for him, which is usually a dress and flats. But it is worth it. I know Jacob probably doesn't like me the way I like him, but I will gave feelings for him anyway. And trying to surpress them will make me feel worse.

{ personality } Many think that I am only sad at this point in my life, but they really don't know anything. Yes, I am sad most of the time, but happiness is not totally lost to the darkness. The grim reaper has took Cecilia and Ivan from me, it is pulling my happiness with it, but I am pulling back. I will not let it take anything else from me, not when I am still in a vunerable state. I try and hold onto things I am not ready to give up yet, most people would call it being clingy, but I call it caring enough to not wanting to see it go away from you. Like the life of my brother. I saw it leave his eyes. I knew he was trying hard to grasp his life but it slipped away. I almost went with it.

I like to read nowadays. Since I don't like going outside, I usually stayed curled up in my room rereading a book since our family can't afford to buy new books. I also like to talk, but only when Jacob is around. My parents don't bother me that much anymore, I think they don't understand why I am still grieving over Ivan, since it has been 2 years. I grew up with him, he was by my side for 15 years, and for him to be snatched away like that. It killed me. The first few days I wouldn't speak, just cry. Then Jacob helped me get over him more and more. I'll never forget Ivan, but I need to get the pain away from the memories of him.

I was never really a social person, but when I met Cecilia my social butterfly in me came alive. She was the person I was able to talk to without being awkward and shy, besides mother/father and Ivan. But I lost my social butterfly when Cecilia died, only people I really talked to were Jacob and Ivan. My parents were at work most of the day, so I kind of lost touch with them. Then when Ivan died, I was almost mute. Only person I ever talked to was Jacob, and then I was only happy because I liked him. It was weird, but he ignited flames in the pits of my stomach and he caused me to flourish. But when he went away the flames died down, and ashes they became.

I don't feel like anyone will understand me, except Jacob. He has felt the same thing as me he lost a best friend and a sibling, I have lost a best friend and a sibling. They were both the same people too. Jacob was best friends with Ivan and the brother to Cecilia, I was the best friend of Cecilia and sister of Ivan. So I know that Jacob will understand me, that is why I really only talk to him. Most people will probably feel sad for me and think I am weird, but Jacob knows what I have gone through.

But one good thing has came out of the deaths of Cecilia and Ivan. With the time spent not talking to people, I spent thinking. I developed ideas in my head, and made myself happy by making up situations that never happened before, but they still made me smile. If one good trait my father passed down to me, it was his creativity.

{ history } I was born around the beginning of the 60th Hunger Games. Ivan was born 4 minutes ahead of me, so technically I was the 2nd child born. My parents told me that I was a beautiful baby, and well behaved as well. They said I didn't cry and scream as much as Ivan did, and that made Ivan and me both chuckle. That was different now, as I was the one who cried and screamed more when we got older. Ivan was usually always laid back and chill, something I wished I could be.

I met Cecilia when I was 10. Ivan had been friends with Jacob for about a year now. Ivan brought me over to his table at lunch and introduced me to Jacob. We were the same age, and Jacob mentioned him having a sister only a year older than us both. Cecilia and I got off to an ok start, I guess. It wasn't like fireworks that blasted off when we met, but it was like a drop of rain in the desert. It eventually turned into an oasis. It was a weird pair, me and Cecilia. People would never really guess the shy girl would be friends with the outspoken one.

Cecilia was reaped when I was 13. We had only been friends for 3 years before she was taken from me, from Jacob. I wasn't ready to let her go but I did.

"Cecilia Brontz!"

No. They can't take her. She's my best friend. My only friend.

I look to Cecilia with a pained expression and tear-stained eyes. I noticed that she wasn't paying attention. She didn't know her names was just called.

"Cecilia. They called you."

It took all my strength to say that to her, and it broke me. It did. I threw my arms around her neck and hanged on for dear life. I thought if I let go than she'll be one of the capitol's toys. And she was. The capitol broke their toy, and Cecilia Brontz vanished from the world leaving tears in her wake.

My twin died just 2 years after the death of Cecilia. He died of an infection due to and untreated cut that he sustained while away from home. First he just had a fever, then he started vomiting, then he started dying. My parents knew it, and so did I. He was going to die, and there wasn't anything we could stop it. It was already to late.

The peacekeepers had to come get his body. I didn't want to look at his body as the people in white take him out of our house. Their squeaky boots on our wood floorboards made it painfully obvious that they were indeed hauling his body and bringing it into the current room I was in. I left the room. I couldn't bare to be in the room when the passed through.

Jacob became my crush when he helped me get over Ivan's death, even if it was slight. The fact that he was trying to help me caught my attention (and my heart). I hope that one day that he'll realize that I have loved him since the day that he tried to help me, the grieving girl. He might just help me get out of this slump. I close my eyes, and picture his lips on mine, not running away in fear of rejection this time.

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isabell st. vincent | eight {fin} Oct 26, 2017 21:04:46 GMT -5

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