Go or don't go?

I don't know if you've noticed, and really I won't blame you if you didn't, but I have not been active lately. Or at least, I have only popped into the cbox from time to time. I've lost my feel for this site and I am not sure exactly what caused this change. It scares me that only a month back, I was completely addicted and now... I'm just... there.

Don't get me wrong, I do love the site but I think it would be cruel if I got anyones hopes up only to disappear for weeks and weeks. It would ruin whole character plots. I am not sure what it will take to get me obsessive once more and it's not that I have no muse. It's something else. I really love the people here, which makes it very difficult for me not to show up every now and then.

But I feel that I am out of the loop most of the time now. I just found out about the whole second person thing going on and this showed me that I've really not been aware of the happenings around here anymore. I don't know. Should I leave, should I stay? This isn't me asking you guys some question, I'm not that self-centered. I'll make it myself, this is me kind of giving a reason for my absence lately. I guess. Make of it what you will.