-where.have.you.been- [blitz! cameron]

I watched as Ethan made his way towards me. He had always been an attractive guy, at least in my opinion. We had never done anything really but I had heard he was quite the man whore. To be honest, I actually liked the idea of Ethan whoring himself around to the many people in our District that were looking for somebody to spend the night with. He took a seat beside me, only letting out a grunt. I wanted to laugh because of how funny it was. Was he only grunting because that was all I could do? I let out a grunt as well, turning to face my friend and grabbing his hand. I pulled him into a brotherly hug, quickly patting him on the back and then letting go. But that wasn't enough. I reached into my bag that I brought with me, pulling out a notebook and pencil. It was how I communicated with the people I needed to talk to. I only resorted to it in the most important situations.

Ethan. How have you been. I write quickly, my writing looking like chicken scratches across the top of the page. I looked up and smiled at him, wanting to laugh again. But I couldn't. It would only sound weird. Sound like a pig dying. But it's how I was now. And I would have to get used to it someday. Better if it was sooner than later.