Runaway. (Kiah)

The girl stopped in her tracks. She felt something move inside her. She wasn’t sure what it was, but insanity was surprised. It was losing hold on the girl, the girl was pushing through, the girl was trying to escape! But insanity wasn’t going to let that happen. She darted forward, pinning the boy against the wall, hoping to take both of them by surprise. It worked. Insanity felt it power flow back through the girls veins, she closed her eyes devouring the moment, the moment that would be an alibi, show the girl that there was no escape.

the struggle continued. I was nearly there, I was going to make it! I felt myself push through the surface, it felt as though, I had come out of a tunnel of darkness that I had been trapped in for years, the feeling was unexplainable, it was… just the best thing to happen to me. But then it all went downhill. I felt myself lose my grip on the world. I felt the loneliness, the darkness return to me. I had let my guard down for only a moment… and now she had me back in her grasps, weak and exhausted.

Quaynance felt the laughter rack through her, a rumbling grumble, turning into hysterical gasps. Her eyes fired up, showing the crazy soul that obsessed her, turning her into this wicked creature. A creature of evil and death. The wildness burned inside her. The control was all her, she had made it clear that, the good healthy soul within her depth couldn’t escape, that the crazy.

The boy repeated the question but this time more desperately, like he really was desperate to know who the girl was, that he could see something in her that no one else could. That he could see the trapped soul within. Quaynance looked into his eyes, barked a quick laugh. This boy was pathetic, couldn’t he see that all she wanted to do was rip his heart out and eat it for dinner?

I looked into the boys eyes for the second time. He knew! She didn’t know how but she did know that he knew! That he could see through the wild look in my eyes and see what was really onside me! I felt myself smile, hope! That was going to bring me through this! My eyes filled with determination, I was going to make it this time, and this was not the end!

Quayance felt the same surge go throughout her body, but this time it was stronger more determined. She squeezed her hands into the boy shoulders, digging her nails in, she felt the blood seap into her nails, the boy yelped in pain.

Her nails dug in deep, causing the boy pain, but the insanity that obsessed the girl, refused to give in, it fought the girl. The girl eyes started to clear; they turned brighter, the wild look began to fade, and her true eyes were revealed, the beautiful sea blue eyes that have always been there are free! Her face relaxed, the grimace disappeared, replaced with an expression, of peace, of happiness.

I felt myself take my body over, becoming myself. It was the best feeling in the world. To feel my fingers move without a wild way, to breathe air, nice and steady, not in random grasps, to control my own body, the way I wanted to. I felt tear well up in my eyes. Not of sadness, by op pure joy. I was FREE!! I saw the world around me in a different way, away that I appreciated more than before.

Salty tears ran down her cheeks. But they didn’t add a miserable look to her but a pleasurable look, one of happiness and peace. The Quaynance lessened her grip on the boys shoulders, she hadn’t meant to hurt the boy, that was the last thing on her mind, after all the boy had helped her get through this. No one has been able to before. But this boy had. This boy had saved her…… but for how long? How long would this last before she fell back into the grasps of insanity, to be lost. Trapped. Again….. she could feel the evil soul trapped down in her. Waiting for its chance to strike again.

She felt weak and dizzy. Exhausted form her battle to free herself. Her eyes fluttered closed, as she fell unconscious, everything turned black. But not an unwelcoming black, but a comfortable peaceful blackness that spread throughout her. she devoured the darkness keenly. This was her escape. She was free….. the darkness too over.

The darkness was welcoming. It filled her with peace and happiness. She wanted to stay there, where she was free from the insanity that desired her so badly. That wanted her to feel the craziness again, and to stay that way, as a wild beast, that she was. She never wanted to wake up. This was her happiness, she is scared that when she wakes up…. She will be a trapped soul again. That she won’t be free. That her nightmare that she just escaped would fall back onto her.

The darkness started fading, she swam in and out of consciousness, it wasn’t an easy ride, falling in the peaceful sleep she had fallen into. She dreaded every moment when her visions swam with the world around her. no she wanted to stay in the sleep. She can’t wake up, no she can’t. She can’t go through what she went through. Sleep was her only option. Unconsciousness was her only option.

Quaynance felt the presence of someone close by. It was time to face the music. She opened her eyes… held her breathe. Waiting. Waiting. Waiting till she got sucked back into the world of darkness and loneliness. But nothing happened. She stayed, in control of her body… she was still free! She smiled, her breathe taking smile. All she could do was smile…..

Then she looked around where was she?

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The smell of… something got her attention, there was the boy standing at the door. He smiled at her.. It was a nice smile, a smile that brought a smile of her own onto her face. He moved closer and sat on the end of the bed and handed me a drink with few words. He seemed like a quiet boy, shy even. She smiled wider at this thought, even though it confused her. she couldn’t remember what had happen, only that she was free… for now. But the site of this boy… she didn’t know what it was about him, but she felt as though… he had been the one to help her get through it. He was the one she owed a lot to.

But she just stared at the boy, the smile still in place. It’s all she felt like doing. That if she stared at this boy long enough she would remember the impact of his help, but so far nothing.

The cocoa was warm in her hands, reminding her that she hadn’t taken a sip yet. She brought the cup up to her lips; a chocolaty fragrance filled her nose. She inhaled deeply, sucking as much of the fragrance in as she could. It made her feel warm on the inside. Made her feel happy. Then the thought came to her. Imagine the feeling if I took a sip!, with that she took a sip. Her eyes lit up, her smile enveloping her whole face. It was so good. She sat there or a moments savouring the taste.

Justin he had said his name was. She let it roll over her tongue. It was a nice name she thought, as she took another sip of the cocoa. She got the same feeling, with the same reaction. She mumbled the name under her breathe, she liked the sound of it. It seems to match the boy that sat in front of her. she looked up at the boy, and for the first time noticed that he wanted to say something, but didn’t look sure on if he should.

Quaynance turned her head questioningly, as Justin leaned in and told her what he had been wanting to for a while. The news surprised her at first, she frowned as though she didn’t believe what he was saying, that he was just lying it her. It hurt her, to think after what he had done that he would lie to her like this, give her false hope. But then she looked into his eyes, and she saw that he really, really believed that D13 still did exist. That he was telling the truth, that he really did want to believe it. It made her think…

What did he want to get away from?

Her facial expression must of given away, her un asked question, as she looked at Justin who seemed to preparing himself for a long speech.