WELL IT FELT TOO LONG TO PUT IN THE ACTUAL THREAD

So Rosetta's Everyone Appreciation Month thread was basically the best idea ever, but idk this seemed appropriate seeing as its basically going to be my last post, creys..

Ok here goes

Well idk maybe I should just go through the list of members and thank every single one because I'm pretty sure they've all done something to help me and make me feel at home.

I'd like to thank Lulu, not only for making this site but for complimenting my ideas, inspiring optimism in everyone she talks to and very much including me in the HGRPG family as soon as I met her. Of course, I thank Aya for being patient with my ideas, and never getting annoyed with my endless questions that were already answered and/or totally irrelevant. While on the subject of staff, I really, really appreciate Chaos and Rosetta for tutoring and mentoring me in my first few moths here. While I refused to cooperate, both of them were patient and helpful, and always made me feel like I had achieved something after talking with them. Semper is charming, kind, intelligent and a super duper excellent staff member. I really, really appreciate you, Semprah, for just always being up for a chat and not running away when I suddenly attack you with love and messages xD. Next, I want to appreciate Elegant for inspiring me to become a better writer, and teaching me that smart is supercool and that being a cat is basically the best thing in the world. Also thanks for not being weirded out every time I've told you how beautiful and clever and brilliant you are. Kay is a gift from Ripred to this site. She's diligent, patient, optimistic, organised and always has something interesting to say. Always. I love her to pieces and couldn't wish for anyone better to help me with all my little problems, or just keep me company when I'm sad or lonely. South deserves appreciation times a billion for teaching me to graphic, for being an inspiration, for thinking of me and making me feel included, for just being smart and honest and happy and saying the right thing at the right time and not shunning me when I'm stupid and being an all round lovely person. Zoe, you're flawless. You've always made me feel included, loved, and you've put up with my procrastinations for as long as I've been around. I appreciate how supercool you are, and how you've always tolerated my awful Jaria feels that really have no basis because I'm too lazy to write anything.


Kale, I appreciate you for trusting me and talking to me, and not hating me for being rude to you or making awful suggestions or asking silly questions. Danny, you're wonderful. Thank you for what you said above and thank you for accepting that everything I promise never gets done. I love you, and you're an incredible writer and friend. Cass, you make me feel important and necessary, and willingly agree to all the stupid things I say xD You're also the cutest person here and you're always kind, happy and friendly. Kiah, I love you an unfathomable amount. Every time I've said "DUDE LET'S WRITE" I know that nothing will ever come out of it, because I always promise to start a thread and then never, ever do it. I appreciate you for accepting this and never complaining, because I swear you deserve better thread-buddies than me. Tristen doesn't even need to be on this list because he knows that one day we're going to get married and have loads of bumpkin children and they will all drink tea and play violin and have not ginger hair ok. -<3 Rook - you're my Janice and Damien, basically stopping me from committing social suicide in my first months and stuff. Idek. I don't really remember. Also you're my hero when it comes to writing and thank you for agreeing to be my ally in the 61st and stuff even though I was so awful and didn't know how to do anything and you were just there for me the entire time like Pming me and being in our secret cBox and stuff yeah. Shine was the first person I threaded with. He made me feel totally included in the site, and also taught me to code, even though I basically refused to use  his helpful hints. Also without Shine I wouldn't have had the confidence to stretch beyond Eternimos in terms of ships so yay I appreciate him so much <33333. I appreciate Sin for involving me in his wonderful ideas and thinking of me and accepting me even though I'm a terrible person xD Sin, you're wonderful and sensible, and you let me know when what I'm doing is unacceptable and always in the nicest way you can, so thank you. Cait isn't really around anymore but sweet Jesus I love that girl so much. Cait, bb, thank you for everything. You're perfect. I have so much respect and admiration for you, and I really wish you good luck and happiness in whichever way your life takes you. Jimmeh, I don't even know where to begin. I love you and appreciate you and admire you and respect you and just everything you forever. You're so smart, and you persevere through your problems, and I trust you so much, and I went on Google maps and you're actually not that far away and also you can get the coach from Leeds and come and visit me k? Also I'm planning skiing so yep see you there. I hope we stay friends for a long time to come because you've helped me through so much and I just love you so much and ughghghhghkdsjhnikdcxccd. I appreciate Sarella so much - she was one of the first people I spoke to on the site and she instilled a hella lot confidence into me for my writing. She totally accepted me into her amazing plots even when I dropped out and was so unreliable and whatever else I did that she totally didn't deserve... The utmost appreciation goes to the perfect, talented, ridiculously witty, hard-working, positive Charade. Basically, I've been awful to him, and he deserves much much more appreciation than I could ever show him. Through the GOT plots which I constantly made a massive awful fuss about, Charade never once complained more than a "yo Onyx is everything ok? How's the character coming on?". He makes me feel needed and loved. Lalia is the queen of composure. Like, seriously, I can't even count the number of times that I've bugged her for something irrelevant or completely stupid, and every time she's given me a straight answer without so much as a LEAVE ME ALONE I'M BUSY NYAAAAGH. Which is basically all I deserved :L Clover, beautiful, clever, creative Clover. I just can't say anything to you because you are actually a queen to me. I have so much respect for you and even though you're younger than me I want to be you when I grow up. Like that is literally my aim in life. I love you to pieces.

If you're not on the list, shut up because obviously I love you. Maybe it's because I forgot because let's be honest I probably did yeah. Maybe it's because I just never really spoke to you? Just know that you're so perfect and special and everyone loves you as much as I do and I appreciate you so much ok.

There are also loads of people that have left HGRPG that deserve appreciation, and I can't name them all here. I've probably forgotten a ton of people and I will update this, maybe. Probably not. Idek. I love all the people I've talked to and written with on this site, and I can't wait to get back in touch with you all again in the future. You guys are family. I appreciate all of you fucking loads. <3