To Find My Soul. {open}
Jun 11, 2010 11:02:31 GMT -5
Post by bittersweet18 on Jun 11, 2010 11:02:31 GMT -5
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[/size]To be honest, all I could do is wander. I had left my brother, Dereak, with a neighbor, I needed a break. I needed to have some time to think, for I had hardly anytime normally. I worked to hard to keep his head straight rather than both of ours.
I sighed. Where is my life going?
Down the drain most likely.
Farming sheep wouldn't exactly be what I'd want my life to be totally focused on. I want a family, friends and a life.
Those things would be what I'd need to at least keep sane. I was crazy enough as it is! This isn't helping.
I trip on some rugged grass, and sigh again.
If only there were something/someONE interesting in my life, then maybe I could find the will to live.
I knew Dereak was going to die soon, but there was nothing I could do about that. I love him, of course, but I know somethings can't be helped.
Flicking a stray strand of curly brown hair out of my eyes, and flop down on the dewy grass. It had been a long time since I had just relaxed and let the day go by. I felt goood. I closed my eyes and took a long breath in.
Bliss.
[/font][/sub][/size]I sighed. Where is my life going?
Down the drain most likely.
Farming sheep wouldn't exactly be what I'd want my life to be totally focused on. I want a family, friends and a life.
Those things would be what I'd need to at least keep sane. I was crazy enough as it is! This isn't helping.
I trip on some rugged grass, and sigh again.
If only there were something/someONE interesting in my life, then maybe I could find the will to live.
I knew Dereak was going to die soon, but there was nothing I could do about that. I love him, of course, but I know somethings can't be helped.
Flicking a stray strand of curly brown hair out of my eyes, and flop down on the dewy grass. It had been a long time since I had just relaxed and let the day go by. I felt goood. I closed my eyes and took a long breath in.
Bliss.
