Birch's reaction.
Jun 8, 2010 11:34:26 GMT -5
Post by vividwriter on Jun 8, 2010 11:34:26 GMT -5
What? WHAT?!
I can't believe what I'm hearing. Carex, my nemesis is pronouncing love for ME? it must be a plan. Just a plan. A ruse, a ruse to gain the audiance's affection, just like his tripping over himself to say "I love you" to the capitol.
I want to bury myself alive when I realize my Mother and Father staring at me. My mouth is open and I clamp it shut. A strangled whimper escapes my throat and I almost strangle myself trying to keep any more from embarrousing me.
Ceasara says something about Carex "dreaming about me" and I almost scream. However I swallow the feeling and it goes to my head, giving me a headache. Talk about strange feelings!
I start hyperventalating. I catch myself and close my eyes on the screen, blocking it out, attempting to calm down, to sort through my thoughts. It's like every atom in my body grew a mouth and began to talk all at the same time, saying different things.
By the time I reopen my eyes, Carex is blowing kisses to the crowd.
I take a deep breath and listen. I can tell my parents are TRYING not to stare at me, but they are struggling with their eyes way too much.
I watch as Carex exits the stage. I watch him go rather calmly. I realize, that if he dies, even if it was a ruse, I will miss our daily verbal battles. I will miss the hard feelings. It will be like there's a gap.
I'll have to find a new nemesis.
Suddenly I'm wishing he'll come back.
I can't believe what I'm hearing. Carex, my nemesis is pronouncing love for ME? it must be a plan. Just a plan. A ruse, a ruse to gain the audiance's affection, just like his tripping over himself to say "I love you" to the capitol.
I want to bury myself alive when I realize my Mother and Father staring at me. My mouth is open and I clamp it shut. A strangled whimper escapes my throat and I almost strangle myself trying to keep any more from embarrousing me.
Ceasara says something about Carex "dreaming about me" and I almost scream. However I swallow the feeling and it goes to my head, giving me a headache. Talk about strange feelings!
I start hyperventalating. I catch myself and close my eyes on the screen, blocking it out, attempting to calm down, to sort through my thoughts. It's like every atom in my body grew a mouth and began to talk all at the same time, saying different things.
By the time I reopen my eyes, Carex is blowing kisses to the crowd.
I take a deep breath and listen. I can tell my parents are TRYING not to stare at me, but they are struggling with their eyes way too much.
I watch as Carex exits the stage. I watch him go rather calmly. I realize, that if he dies, even if it was a ruse, I will miss our daily verbal battles. I will miss the hard feelings. It will be like there's a gap.
I'll have to find a new nemesis.
Suddenly I'm wishing he'll come back.
