Risk it all (Innocent

(OOC: yeah thats fine.)

-Isadora-
I walked alone through the rain, normally rain annoys me but I have other things on my mind today.
The bruises i got from that little debacle with Joshua and the careers are just about gone now. Only faint marks are left on my arms and the side of my face. For doing what I did I got off rather easy. Now that my physical wounds are healing I need to move on but i'm just not sure how. I brush my wet bangs out of my eyes and look up.
Theres a guy standing there starring at me. Or at lest I think he is staring, and all I can think is god I i hope the careers didn't send him to beat me to a pulp... again.

( Uh yeah, some stuff has changed with her, i've been meaning to update her profile. She had a very dramatic encounter and change of personality in another thread. I decided its funner for her to be fickle and insecure instead of being arrogant. Like shes still a career but she doesn't associate with them much any more.)

When the boy greets me I think about brushing past him and moving on my way but I need to stop being afraid of every one I come across on a lonely street. I'm starting to wonder where the old me went, the one who wasn't afraid to use the knife I hide in my sleeve. The girl who wanted nothing more to kill in the arena. I used to be so simple.
I force myself to face him. "Hello Jared, I'm Isadora." I say timidly.
I dont like how his name starts with a J ever since I met Joshua and his friend people who's names start with J had always led to trouble, but then again thats probably just another irrational fear I need to get over.
Its now that I notice his hand. I reach out and shake it firmly. This little gesture was some what reassuring, A fleeting smile crosses my lips but is gone in a matter of seconds.

(Ill post tomorrow. Been really busy lately sry.)

(yeah been busy,)

"What am I doing out here... I suppose i'm just walking home. Why?" I ask curiously. I really cant seem to figure out any reason why hes even talking to me at all. People who dont know me dont usually stop me in the middle of a town pour just to ask me why i'm out...

I took a moment to allow my mind to pick apart that jumble of what i'm assuming must be words. After about a ten seconds I managed to understand it. "Uh, Yeah this is kind of awkward." I say with a little laugh. "You socially awkward or something?" I ask jokingly.

I smile at him. "Yeah Im fine." I say. "Just a little confused right now is all." I should probably stop talking there but I dont. "You know how it is when you find out that the thing you devoted your life to is really a bunch of crap and then cant seem to find a purpose in life? Yeah thats about where I am right now." I say with a sigh.