Was it Really Worth It?

Wolfy Molly Trigger Iggy
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Jack Lex: I mean the making is fun...

Was it Really Worth It? Dec 22, 2011 12:44:02 GMT -5

Post by Wolfy Molly Trigger Iggy on Dec 22, 2011 12:44:02 GMT -5

Wolfy groaned. She couldn't believe she had gotten herself landed in the Detention Center. She was fuzzy on the details but considering she had done some illegal things several times it did not really matter what exactly she had done to be here.

She wondered what happened to her friends. Forge and Naya had been there hadn't they. Wolfy wondered why everything was so fuzzy. She sat on the bed trying to think about what was happening.

Wolfy flopped back and practically wanted to scream. She was so worried. What was going on with Joseph? Oh God how could she have let herself be caught?

She felt tears spring to her eyes. How could she leave them like this? How would they be able to handle themselves without her? What is something happened to her dad? They would take Joseph away and she wouldn't be able to get him back.

Wolfy sobbed into her bed. Prison wasn't the place for her. Her fiery red hair already was messed up and it sure wasn't going to get any better.

She was practically howling now. What had become of her friends? Did Forge and Naya get away? Wolfy was frightened. She pulled her knees up against her chest. The hard metal bed was uncomfortable.

The fiery red head didn't feel like Snaps now. The thought of her nickname made her think of Celadon. What was he thinking with her gone? Would he still be there for her when she got out? Her tears stained her cheeks as she thought about the one kiss she had shared with him. Already her heart began to ache for him even though they still barely knew each other.

"I want to go home," Wolfy said aloud.

Last Edit: Dec 23, 2011 14:48:53 GMT -5 by Wolfy Molly Trigger Iggy

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Wolfy Molly Trigger Iggy
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Jack Lex: I mean the making is fun...

Was it Really Worth It? Jan 3, 2012 13:35:20 GMT -5

Post by Wolfy Molly Trigger Iggy on Jan 3, 2012 13:35:20 GMT -5

Wolfy awoke after what she assumed was a few hours later. She had not realized she had fallen asleep and she felt sore from crying and sleeping on the metal bed. she attempted to stretch and whimpered from the pain. Then she stood and walked off the soreness before finally looking out the bars of her cell before noticing a particular person across the way.

"Forge!" she yelled out without thinking.

She didn't know if he had heard her or not because then a Peacekeeper came by and poked her with what appeared to be a cattle prod. Wolfy blacked out from the pain.

She awoke on the floor in front of the door and curled herself into a ball and began to sob again. Wolfy had never hurt anyone or done anything wrong to her knowledge. She had never stolen just begged. Prison seemed all to harsh a sentence for someone who had never even been punished for a crime.

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Wolfy Molly Trigger Iggy
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Was it Really Worth It? Jan 3, 2012 15:04:54 GMT -5

Post by Wolfy Molly Trigger Iggy on Jan 3, 2012 15:04:54 GMT -5

Wolfy became used to the soreness but it felt like she was numb now. She wanted to go home so badly. she lost track of time. Had she been there mere hours or days or maybe even weeks?

It didn't really matter. All Wolfy knew was that she had to try and keep sane. She had to try and keep herself held together until they would decide if she had fulfilled her sentence or not. She felt her thoughts wandering across the spaces of time and air. She was imagining still being with Celadon and laughing.

Her eyes teared up. Celadon. Her Celadon. Wolfy's heart ached for him so much. she had fallen in love with him so deeply but she didn't know if he felt the same way. She had to know. She had to get back home.

Her eyes stared at the bars of her cell but she would not go near them. She wanted to at least talk to Forge but she didn't dare risk it. Wolfy was determined to stay quiet and stay alive.

She could only guess how long she just sat there. Wolfy heard a food slot push open and she eagerly ate the pieces of moldy bread and drank the stagnant water given to her. She had learned not to be picky. She had learned to survive.

"If only, if only, the woodpecker sighed, The bark on the tree was as soft as the skies.
The wolf sits below hungry and lonely crying, If only, if only, if only, if only."

The song came out as a crazed whisper and wolfy really did begin to question her sanity. Where had that come from?

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Wolfy Molly Trigger Iggy
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Was it Really Worth It? Jan 4, 2012 8:33:16 GMT -5

Post by Wolfy Molly Trigger Iggy on Jan 4, 2012 8:33:16 GMT -5

Wolfy shivered. She never was warm here no matter how much time she spent curled up with the blanket over her. The metal bed sure wasn't helping things.

Her eyes would no longer cry and it seemed no matter what she did she was a mere shell. The one who Celadon called Snaps was no longer there. Instead there was a quiet girl with the same fiery red hair. Wolfy felt a single tear somehow come out at the thought.

Wolfy was very lonely. Never had she felt so alone. The only human contact is when food was shoved through a little door once sometimes twice a day. She felt like an animal the way she snatched up the food to eat it.

The only good thing about prison was that you were guaranteed food at least once a day.

She wanted so much to talk with Forge across the way. Did he know where Naya was? Had she escaped punishment or was she here with them? Wolfy hoped at least she had gotten away.

Wolfy wondered how this had happened to her. She was glad at least she would not be receiving any worse of a punishment. She was lucky they didn't tear the tongue straight out of her head. Perhaps it was the teasing of the Peacekeepers that had landed her here.

She curled up and dozed again as she imagined getting out of here and being held in Celadon's arms again.

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Was it Really Worth It? Jan 10, 2012 16:23:01 GMT -5

Post by Wolfy Molly Trigger Iggy on Jan 10, 2012 16:23:01 GMT -5

Wolfy really felt as if she was losing it now. She awoke imagining she was hearing the strums of Celadon's guitar. It came to her like a mysterious lullaby pulling at her heart strings all the while. Oh how she missed him.

then she realized that it was really a guitar being played so she pressed herself against the bars as much as she dared to look out and see the Peacekeeper who was playing it. Without thinking she began to sing the familiar song.
Well it's a marvelous night for a moondance
With the stars up above in your eyes
A fantabulous night to make romance
'Neath the cover of October skies
And all the leaves on the trees are falling
To the sound of the breezes that blow
And I'm trying to please to the calling
Of your heart-strings that play soft and low
You know the night's magic
Seems to whisper and hush
And all the soft moonlight
Seems to shine in your blush...[/i]

She suddenly cut off crying. She missed him all to much.

[lyrics Van Morrison's Moondance]

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Was it Really Worth It? Jan 30, 2012 13:41:21 GMT -5

Post by Wolfy Molly Trigger Iggy on Jan 30, 2012 13:41:21 GMT -5

Wolfy sobbed thinking about the music. She wished that the music was more of a comfort in this time. How long must she stay here? How long until she could feel Celadon hold her and tell her its alright?

She had fallen so deeply in love with that boy she had met at the reaping of the 59th Hunger Games. She began to whistle the tune of the song again seeing that the guitar was now gone. The Peacekeeper had left when she had started crying. He was younger and confused to see her crying so at the music. She couldn't stand herself like this.

She wanted to go home so bad now. How much longer it would be she didn't know. Days had become to merged to count. She had not idea just how long she had been stuck here. Wolfy just wanted to go home so she could see him again.

Wolfy Morasco D12, Molly Pendragon D10, Trigger Anderson D13, Iggy Stevenson D2

Wolfy Molly Trigger Iggy
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Was it Really Worth It? Jan 31, 2012 16:49:21 GMT -5

Post by Wolfy Molly Trigger Iggy on Jan 31, 2012 16:49:21 GMT -5

Wolfy woke up shaking and shivering. She rolled over off the side of her bed and just barely made it to the toilet area before she started puking. She lost her stomach's contents completely. She kept puking until there was nothing left. She looked at her reflection in the warped metal of the to see herself much paler then usual. She wiped at her brow to remove the cold sweat that was there.

She drug herself back to the cold metal bed and pulled herself into it and tried to fall asleep or at least make the shivering stop to no avail. She didn't know how long it was before a Peacekeeper finally barged into her cell and forced her to drink something absolutely vile.

Wolfy then fell into a drugged sleep wishing she was home before not being able to think at all. Strange visions came to her in this sleep. A purple tinged District 12 where people dressed like those in the Capital where she was dressed like she was from the Capital. Her mother was alive in this District 12 and as beautiful as ever.

But all too soon she had to leave it again and she woke up crying for the mother she had lost at much too young an age. Wolfy didn't think she could be the brave little wolf anymore. At least not here...

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Wolfy Molly Trigger Iggy
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Was it Really Worth It? Feb 8, 2012 10:50:27 GMT -5

Post by Wolfy Molly Trigger Iggy on Feb 8, 2012 10:50:27 GMT -5

Wolfy didn't know how long she remained in this state. It could have been weeks for all she knew. The cold and damp of the cell and the lack of proper vitamins in the food weren't helping her situation. She was so sick now that she could barely move. The once slightly rosy cheeks were now pale and the shine of her fiery hair was now gone. It seemed as if there couldn't be a world in which she wasn't feeling the deep aches and relentless heat of her fever.

Occasionally they'd send someone in to shove drugs down her throat but she didn't care anymore. Wolfy wanted to go home yet she didn't have the will to hang on much longer. What was the point in living when she had nothing anyway?

But she did have something. She had Celadon.

He was the only reason she didn't just give up on life especially now when everything appeared so bleak. Wolfy held on to the memory from over a year ago where she had stood up on tiptoe and pressed her lips to his. She remembered how he had reacted by saying that she didn't owe him anything but truth was was now she owed him everything for giving her something to live for.

Last Edit: Feb 8, 2012 12:33:23 GMT -5 by Wolfy Molly Trigger Iggy

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Deleted 0 POSTS last seen May 9, 2024 4:42:32 GMT -5	Was it Really Worth It? Feb 27, 2012 16:38:37 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Deleted on Feb 27, 2012 16:38:37 GMT -5 Um... the multiple posting thing isn't exactly okay. Next time wait for your cellmate. But seeing as she hasn't shown up, Wolfy is now free to go. [/blockquote]