twinkle twinkle little star }} Zoe

[/size]our feet make no noise as you wander quietly down the deserted street. The stars sparkled like wild fire flies in the sky above you, twinkling cheerfully, dancing like little birds. You lift your eyes up, so that they can watch the winking lights. The stars have always been something that you found yourself interested in. The way they danced, flickering their little lights on and off, was something that made your mind question, question how they could do it. yes you were from district six- thus you are expected to have knowledge on these types of things- on science. But unlike the other eager students in your class, well frankly, you couldn’t give a rats ass. You don’t understand why- what was the point in learning about all those things, about how the mind worked, about why we did things- about how things on this planet worked? What was the point if all the knowledge that get engraved on our mind is nothing but that, an ingrained message- which we carry to the grave to be no use at all. Just a waste of life.

Hesitantly you drag your blue gaze away from the dancing light, and back to the path that lay ahead of you. You were not quite sure why you were out here, all you do remember was that you couldn’t sleep, that the nightmare that had haunted your mind for the past few hours was not going to leave you alone- you were trapped, trapped in its tightening grasp. It wouldn’t let you escape- you knew that… So here you were, wandering around the dark streets, streets filled with mysterious, streets filled with adventures, streets that hummed with the silent life of people tucked away in their beds, eyes fluttering under the closed eyes lids of people, as their minds took them on an endless journey… a journey that would not come to you, a journey you could only wish to dream of.

Sometimes you wandered if some people were just ignorant; you wandered in some people just didn’t have a clue of the life of others… You knew that when you were younger- when your family was happy- you had no idea, nothing at all- about the lives of others. You would see some sorry soul wandering around on the streets, at the darkest time of the night, and you would think nothing of it, you would just question for a moment their motives, before shrugging it away… you never realised that that sorry soul may be wandering the streets at night because they were lonely because they were broken… because they had nothing, they were just trying to find the right path, the path that would switch their life around… You have never though that you would be one of those people… you never thought that you would be the one wandering around the streets at night, lost, nowhere to go.

Shaking your head, you try to push the thoughts if loneliness out of your mind. You knew that you were alone, that you could never really look at your family, and see them as people you loved- your sister, yes you could… but you couldn’t see her, you had to stay away from her, keep her hidden, keep her safe. You loved her more than anything in this world, and that was why you had to stay away from her, that was why you could not see her, you could not talk to her, you could not contact her… sometimes you wandered if she felt as though what you were doing was an act of hate, sometimes you wanders if she understood why she was hidden away… but deep sown you knew she did, deep down you knew she understood that her being hidden from the eyes of the public was for her own protection, and because of that- she loved you.

With a small smile you let your mind relax slightly. She was safe, and it was because of you. You may be lonely, but that loneliness was coming at a cost, something that you would give your life for- you almost had once, you would do it again in a second.
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And if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones.
'Cause most of our feelings,
they are dead and they are gone.
We're setting fire to our insides for fun.
Collecting pictures from the flood that wrecked our home,

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