{seduction} and secrets // (Axel)

Glitter Paine Liliana Dewberry.
Hello, darling.

I'd lost count of the days that I had spent in this bland place, brought into my own personal prison by my own parents. Well actually, that's a lie, they weren't really my parents, that was just a lie they told me at the beginning and than piled the lies on top of that one. They insist that it drove me insane, that information along with a nice bump in the head during my training in District 1. I mean sure, I would lock my "parents" in a room and force out information from them about exactly how I came to be in District 1 when my siblings were in District 12. I never hurt them though...much, I just wanted to hear the truth from them, was that so much to ask, to be told the friggin truth for once.

So yeah, they heard about some crazy hospital in the Capitol and being the loving parents that they were decided that I should be taken there. Suffice to say I wan't happy about it, and neither were Liliana or Paine...my room mates in my head. Took them a while to get me into this god forsaken place, put up quite the fight. Here I am though, a prisoner, never seeing anything or anyone from outside...until today. Some idiot had been called to help loosen me up, get me to talk so to speak...because I've been a bad girl lately when we, all the inmates of this lovely place, get together. I won't go into the details though, suffice to say that my evil triplets Liliana and Paine wanted to play for a bit.

That's my story so far, what brought me to this beautiful place I now call home. Kicking my legs up onto the head board of my bed I looked around my dark room. There was no point in turning on the lights, I knew my own room like the back of my hands, and I had sdjusted to seeing it anyways. After all, my room here was just like my room at my real home, supposed to make me fell better...yeah right. Anyways I looked about the room wondering what time it was, and when my "guest" would be here to "help me out".

I heard the faint sound of footsteps coming down the hall, and than abruptly come to a stop outside my room. I hear the clicks of the multiple locks being undone on my door and the slight creak as it was opened. Than just as quickly the door is closed and the locks put back into place...my guest had arrived. Adjusting myself on the bed I flipped the switch next to my nightstand that bathed the room in full light. Before me stood a young man that I already had a bad feeling about. He looked like he was used to getting his way and not being contradicted...either I would need to let Paine handle this one or hope that he didn't do anything to provoke me otherwise this would get ugly fast. I didn't want to ruin my chance of seeming at least semi normal to people.

"Welcome to my home, or rather my prison, my name is Glitter Paine Liliana Dewberry. You don't look like the type of person who would do something out of the kindness of your heart, no offense, so why are you here?" Swinging my legs over the side of the bed I rested my hands on my knees and looked the boy before me up and down. I smiled pleasantly at him I hoped that this would go smoothly. Part of me knew though...that something would go wrong, and he would meet the "other side" of me.

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Glitter Paine Liliana Dewberry.
Hello, darling.

This guy was an odd one for sure, and coming from me that had to mean something...right? He comes to one of the crazy houses with an appointment to see me, and once he sees me he has this dumbfounded look on his face. Maybe it was to early to tell him my names name? I should have let him explain his visit more, or even introduce himself first...wait did he introduce himself though, maybe I just wasn't paying attention. I sifted through the few minutes that he had been here in my memory and came to the conclusion that he had infact NOT given me his name. Oh well, names were irrelevant here anyways, as soon as he left the room I wouldn't have another visiter for who knows how long, and chances were I'd forget my own name. What I did take notice of was his deep, gravely voice mumbling something to himself under his breath...and people had the nerve to tell me I was crazy.

He took a few steps forward and neared my bed, something I hadn't been expecting, and I felt myself shy away from him. That tingle in the back of my head warned me that if he got any closer...or rather...if I got any closer that Liliana would have her way with our my guest. Better if I just stayed here, or anywhere, far away from my guest, at least as far away as I could get without actually leaving the room. Come to think of it...I was as good as a prisoner of this strange boy who mumbled to himself and failed to give me his name. I grabbed my head to stop it from spinning as one of my "housemates" struggled to have they're say in my thoughts. Liliana found this whole set up oh so perfect, prisoner to a boy, not a single window...and only one door...who would ever know what happened in here.

Crawling to the foot of my bed I drew my knees up to my chest and stared at the boy, the pounding and throbbing in my head never stopping. "I'm not crazy you know, people say I am but I'm really not, I just know things I'm not supposed to, I know secrets. I was put here because I know things...and if I'm all locked up in here I can't tell anyone...I'm not crazy...I'm not." I looked at him quizically trying to decide the best course of action, should I invite him to sit down or would I appear to forward...not to mention the fact that Liliana might join the party if I did. If he just sat down on his own though I ran the risk of Paine rearing her ugly head. There was no way to appease all aspect of my personality, no decision I ever made all of me happy. I bit down on my lip and glanced back up at him and then the corner of my bed that I could, under normal circumstances, offer to him.

"So ummm, why don't you take a seat...no no no don't take a seat...I mean make yourself comfortable my room is your room now. Wait no, that's not right this isn't your room this is our room, I mean my room...I mean...I don't know what I mean anymore."I hid my face in my hands and tried to regain some of my composure and sanity, maybe I really was crazy. We'll have to see what my house guest thinks though, he seemed to believe I knew why he was here, but the truth of the matter is I had no idea, so unless he told me I wasn't going to say another word to him.

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