After the war {Puppy}

Red flashes before my eyes. Liquid fire surges through my veins with every single heart beat. Heat radiates from my cheeks as my face burns with anger. The fight is over. Milen chickened out of the fight. She couldn't take her sister destroying her - she's the coward; however, she must leave me and my family alone now. My heart races under my chest threatening to bust through my chest wall at any possible second. "Calm down. Mizar's voice echoes in my head as I watch her silhouette dances beside me mixing with the shadows forming from the walls. Tears pour from my eyes as my fist pounds into the wall over and over again. Loud incoherent sounds escape my lips filling the air around me reminding me of a dying creature.

"You are weak, Milen! You couldn't even fight me! You gave up! You are a coward!" My own voice makes the hairs on the back of my neck rise. It's strange watching her chicken out before me as she's the one that's always training for the games; she's just showed me she wouldn't last a second longer than Mizar did. "You accepted the challenge. You wanted to fight for the challenge, but you gave up." Butterflies dance around my stomach twisting my insides into a pretzel. My hand runs along the side of the wall drawing the shadows closer and closer. My eyes dart through her room where we've just destroyed so much as the bull raged on wanting to fight, wanting to make her sorry for everything that she's done.

My hands fly to my knees as vomit rolls into my mouth. I close my eyes trying to swallow the stuff back down because I will not throw up in front of my weak sister. The last thing she needs to see is weakness. My breathing picks up tightening my chest making it feel like someone's sucking the life from my body. Somebody help me. I'm dying. I'm dying. Mizar save me. Her laughter echoes through my head bouncing across my skull. Every muscles inside my body convulses slightly. My heart prances throughout my chest ticking with each beat. "Death is knocking at your door. When will you answer?" My hands fly to my ears blocking out all the sounds as loud screams escape from my lips. I am weak. I am going to die. I am weak.