just a minor complication . bert/eren | blitz

I had a fucking wild night last night. My mind is fucked, it's spinning, and I — I don't know what the fuck I'm doing with my life. Armin kissed Annie or for some damn reason that made something inside me snap — there was this pain in my chest when he said it, it hurt, and I don't — I don't understand.

I don't understand myself.

(And I don't understand why Armin would kiss Annie.)

To make the situation even more complicated, I fucked Reiner Braun. We're friends, just friends, and then I got emotional and I guess — I guess he must have been in the mood, I don't know.

I'm a fucking mess, that's all.

The only other person in the mess hall is Bert, and he's sitting right across from me. I've said nothing to him, just have sat here in silence and stared at my glass of water.

And then everything, just like that, comes undone and breaks loose.

"I did something fucking stupid, Bert."

Ripred, I'm such a moron.