Angus Ricciardo | District Four | FIN [CB]

A smile can get you far.

Be it teeth shown or hidden behind lips, all those muscles stretching just to pull an emotion on the face. Or is it really emotion? A smile can so easily be faked, easier than the fake money bills and weapons drafted in the shop. The body is just a container of emotions, the representation of which can so easily be hidden within. Any surgeon could try and search for any feeling within my own self but would fail.

It is just how life is, I need to professional without any kind of distraction to tear me away from the real business.

No time to spend with myself or out there searching for another to spend it with. The only human contact I have is with my colleagues in the training centre and those behind the shop.

”You need to loosen up a little bit Ric. You’re stiff as a board.”

I have built a rigid persona and I see the world for all its truth. None of this hope and dreaming of a better life. It is just how it is and there is no way I have the power of changing it. I have found my calling and the best thing I can do for myself is to stick with it.

Here I am in my small world that is so easy to navigate, there is no way that I am ever going to abandon it for something else…