Rene Sumner D4 CBD2
Jan 1, 2022 20:50:48 GMT -5
Post by Cato on Jan 1, 2022 20:50:48 GMT -5
I hate losing. I think everyone does, but I despise it. I want to win everything at all costs. Card games. Any sort of game I play. Every fight. I'm not good at losing, and sometimes I let my focus on winning go too far. Of course I lose, but I don't know how to accept it and move on. I get fixated on the loss, and I analyze it to figure out how I can win next time. Sometimes I take it too far, and I hurt people I care about even though I don't mean to, but I want to win everything.
At the same time, I care about people, and I don't want to hurt them. I don't want to upset them. I always do what I can to keep my word when I give it to others. I'm loyal to my turners always keeping their secrets. If I tell them I promise, I will go out of my way to keep my promises.
I struggle with being told what to do too. If I don't like the order being given to me, I don't take it. Sometimes I don't like being told what to do. Many times I want to do what I want to do, and it's hard to set that aside. It's difficult, but I try. Most the time I succeed, but other times I fail. I just keep trying.
At the same time, I care about people, and I don't want to hurt them. I don't want to upset them. I always do what I can to keep my word when I give it to others. I'm loyal to my turners always keeping their secrets. If I tell them I promise, I will go out of my way to keep my promises.
I struggle with being told what to do too. If I don't like the order being given to me, I don't take it. Sometimes I don't like being told what to do. Many times I want to do what I want to do, and it's hard to set that aside. It's difficult, but I try. Most the time I succeed, but other times I fail. I just keep trying.
