~A Canary and a Silent Dog~ (Finished; prisoners!)
Jul 22, 2010 20:51:48 GMT -5
Post by semper on Jul 22, 2010 20:51:48 GMT -5
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"So... I assume you are a rather shy or silent person? It kind of reminds me of a little kid when he's all bashful and trying to hide away from adults. I find it so cute."
I couldn't help but give a small, sheepish smile, though behind it was a sense of guilt. I hadn't told her my darkest secret -- the one that makes people usually turn away from me; shun me, reject me, and even run from me. It's like they fear the little fact that I don't have a tongue.... like just because I got a certain form of punishment, I'm untouchable. That was why I was so scared to tell her I was an Avox. Would she chase me away, yelling profane words and threatening me? Lily was the first person in a long time to actually welcome me into their home without a second-guess -- but I found it unfair to keep my secret hidden. I felt like I was putting her at risk by not letting her know, simply because if she wanted to keep her record clean or not get publicly abused, she should be able to know. For her own sake.
I set the spoon down in the soup, reaching over to pick up the pen. I was hesitant, however, as the ballpoint tip made contact with the skin on my hand where my chicken-scratch writing was already present. I look at my name, and suddenly I can hear Lily's furious voice echoing in my head: Devroux Creighton! I never want to see you again, you selfish, uncaring, lying, traitorous bastard! The thought terrified me: a potential friend turning against me on a dime. Just what I needed.
But before I knew it, I had scribbled out on my skin: I'm an Avox. I knew that it'd be best if I showed it to her so she could decide if she really wanted me out of her presence. I bit my lower lip a little before turning my hand so she could read it. Well, whether she wanted to know the truth or now, it was out there.
"Ah!! I'm so sorry! I dragged you around without asking! That's so awful of me. I'm very sorry! I really should have asked..."
I pushed all the anticipation of being rejected out of my mind, clinging to the small hope that whatever she had forgot to ask would be a joyful question -- well, not exactly joyful, but hopefully something that won't tear me more apart on the inside. I turned my attention away from the confession written on my hand and focused all my attention back on Lily.
((Rambling post. Dx ))