PTS. YOU KNOW.
Oct 11, 2011 18:20:20 GMT -5
Post by Stare on Oct 11, 2011 18:20:20 GMT -5
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Strings, strings, strings...
It seems more are being attached every hour. Move this way, do that. Eat this, smile at them, wave your hand, glare. Every order is followed without any hesitation because I'm just so unsure that it is all I can really do to follow. And they are glorious puppet masters, dressing me up and combing my hair and painting my face so that it lacks a single flaw. And then they attach their strings, and drill into me my lines so that they are in my mind when they aren't standing near me- I feel myself slowly transforming from a girl into a tribute, when before I couldn't even tell the difference.
This morning, at breakfast, my escort cornered me. She said that I can't mess up today- no more making enemies when I should be making friends. She told me that I need to show them my strengths- I'm a natural at Self Defense (it's all reaction, and when you jump from dizzying heights with only a rope to keep you from hitting the ground, reaction is a matter of life or death). But will it be good enough? She told me to play my strengths, but what strengths do I really have? I asked her this, and she looked at me in disgust and stormed out of the room, finally giving up on me.
My Self Defense trainer was far nicer. While I can't say that we are friends, I do feel as if I've started to get past her hard shell to a softer, warmer core. Yesterday, she told me that my ability to respond so quickly to the oncoming blade amazed even her. “I... I jump out of trees,” I had said quietly. She hadn't heard me, and I don't know whether I should be grateful or disappointed.
I now find myself with a racing heart and unsteady hand as I sit in silence in the Dining Hall. I'm completely alone at my table, as would be expected- I'm the strange girl from District Seven, after all. And really, I don't look very impressive- thin, pale, and delicate without mud smeared on my face and cuts decorating my arms. Did I really think that I looked pretty like this? Because now all I see is weakness. The first name is called, and I jump, my heart racing even faster. I bite on my thumbnail nervously as the numbers fly by.
Finally, my name is called, and I feel like I'm at the Reaping again. Those four syllables dooming me to almost certain failure. Before I stand, though, I take a deep breath, angry at myself for being afraid. I jump out of trees, kept alive only by a single rope. I fear nothing.
Yet my legs are still shaking when I walk through the doors.
Being so near the middle on the list of tributes they are seeing, I know that I'll have to be truly spectacular. I don't make a first impression, and I'm not the last thing they remember. I'm just one of twenty four, and only my ability to impress can change that.
But how? Sure, I learned more than just Self Defense, but Fire Making won't make me stand out, and though Trapping came easily (my ability to tie knots is far better than the Trainer thought it would be), watching me make one will only bore them to tears. I know what they want- a show. And that's what all of these strangers have been preparing me for- I'm dressed up and the strings are tied, but now I find that there are no puppeteers above me ready to help.
Still, as I walk in, I keep my head help high and steps even and slow, though I can't wait to get this whole things over with. Stopping in the center, I make eye contact with each Gamemaker in turn, giving each a small, polite compliment, and then turning my back on them and allowing panic to appear in my eyes. Where do I start? What do I do? There's nothing I'm good at. Nothing except...
I look up at the ceiling, but find that it is far to high for me to reach. My heart sinks- I will not be able to impress them with my brilliant falling today. My eyes land on the Fire Making station, and I slowly walk over to it, inspecting the materials carefully and finally picking a few- quartzite and the steel blade of a knife from another Training Station, as well as some char. Taking some dry twigs, I organize them into a neat little nest, with wood set in a tipi above them. The setup is tiny- hardly larger than my hand- but I do not wish to burn the entire Training Center down. I strike the quartzite with the knife a few times, causing sparks to float off and onto the char, which begins to glow faintly. Acting quickly, I hold the char near my pile of wood and twigs, pressing my lips together.
A flame suddenly captures a twig, and then the entire thing has burst into flames. I leap back, smiling in delight and stepping away from my creation so the Gamemakers can clearly see it. I then quickly grab the bucket of water that has been set out for the purpose of putting these things out, and throw it onto the fire.
Only nothing happens.
I look inside the bucket, my heart racing, and find it totally empty. Without hesitation I throw it aside, not even looking to see where it hit, and fly over to the camouflage station. A bright blue tarp has been set out around it to prevent the 'paints' from staining the floor, and I quickly rip it up and rush back to the fire, frowning in concentration. Slamming the tarp down on top of my tiny fire, I breath in the smell of smoke and wait, wait, wait because there is really not much else I can do.
But the terrible yellow flames do not claim anything more, and I sigh in relief, leaving the tarp where it is for fear that if I lift it, I will still find a fire burning underneath. And then, as I'm straightening up, my eyes land on something. Several buckets along side the training station that are filled with crystal clear water.
I merely sigh at my stupidity.
Walking over to the Trapping station, I quickly find my preferred rope and set to work tying knots. The rope feels so natural in my hands that it calms me slightly, and for the few seconds it takes me to set the trap, I am back at home. I smile warmly at my final creation, gesturing to it proudly but saying nothing.
Finally, I step over to the self defense area, grabbing the proper sword and swinging it a few times to warm up. Then, I frown. How am I supposed to demonstrate my abilities at self defense if I have no one to fight? My eyes land on the sling shots, and I get a sudden idea. Walking back over to the camouflage area, I choose out a bright red hue and dip the spongy balls used by the sling shots in it, soaking up the red liquid. Then I travel over to the trapping stations, finding five strings. Finally, I grab the sling shots, and using a few knifes and some weights, I manage to create a setup where the knives hold the strings on firmly placed sling shots, and all I need is to pull the strings I've attached to the knives in order to release them. Smiling broadly, I walk over to my position, holding my sword in front of me steadily, taking a deep breath. Then, one, two, three, four, five! I yank each string a split second after the last, and my hand flies to the sword. The first red ball hits my shoulder, leaving a bright red stain on my nice white shirt. The other four are hit at a speed I didn't know I could achieve- my sword is red and gleaming, and the four balls lay on the ground, dripping softly. It happened so fast that I barely had time to comprehend it- all I know is that I reacted and that was all that needed to happen. Only one of the balls hit me, and that was the first one. My trainer would have been able to stop it, but I don't really care. This is a huge achievement for someone who only started training a few days ago.
I turn to face them, my face shining with sweat and a big red splat on one shoulder. But I'm smiling ever so slightly, confidence clear in my eyes. I broke a few of the strings they tied on and put on a show far better than they could have organized. And though I know that as soon as I leave this room, the strings will be tied right back on, I hardly care. I did something to make my life in the Arena slightly better and that's all that matters. I give a slight nod to tell them that I have finished, and walk away with a hammering heart and a crazy smile after they have dismissed me.
Dysis' training score was Nine [9].