May The Birds Sing Louder (Thomas)

Approaching the house, it was fairly big. It had a beautiful gate, built perfectly welcoming. A few questions ran through my mind as of how to get this done. I say a few outloud. "So where do I wait for you? How long do you think you'll take...?" I say, not quite sure of anything anymore. I just enjoy looking over at Thomas. He's almost exactly my height so, it feels almost natural to look directly in his eyes. Were actually pretty close now... I was only able to really focus on one of his eyes at a time.

To be honest, his house amazed me. It was really well organized and I had to wonder if someone in Thomas' family was a neat freak. Now that I think about it... Who did Thomas live with?! His parents obviously... I vaguely, sort of, maybe remember something about a brother? I scratch the back of my hand, stopping right outside his gate. "Um, who do you live with...?"

OOC: thanks but, I had actually missed a number xP so i fixed it but thanks

I sit agaisn't the wall, watching him. He jumps up and I almost have a heart attack. He certainly wasn't a waste of a Career. I watch in shock as he seems to struggle up and inside. I wave back, hesitantly after he does. I'm careful not to shout out anything to him. There's people inside. I place my hand at the base of my throat. I had been talking for such a long time... My voice was almost all used up from sleep. I cough, trying to clear my throat. My body twitches and, I know if I could feel pain, I would be on the floor crying right now. I'm not sure what thomas is doing inside...

It's at that very moment I start shaking. I scramble to the inside of my bag, pulling out my medication. I open the blue holder, popping one into my mouth. Then, I shovel a red pill into my mouth. Tears for at the edges of my eyes and I can tell it was painful for my body. I let myself completely relax. Putting everything back inside my bag and zipping it up, I put it a little distance away from me then lean over, resting my head on it. I decided to rejuvenate my vocals by sleeping. Also, the nightmare woke both me and Thomas. We could both use maybe an hour more of sleep... I gently close my eyes, a strand of my blood red hair crossing infront of my eyes.

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I had actually been awake with my eyes closed, day dreaming. The gentle hand that brushed my cheek didn't startle me at all, infact, it was more soothing than anyhing else. I slowly open my eyes, eyelashes weighing my eyelids down. "Welcome back." I say, seeing a new shine to his hair. I reach up and gently, wih one finger, twist a small curl of his hair around my finger. There was a new smoothness about it... It felt really nice... I'm confused by what he means. "Inside? Where are we going?"

I don't exactly remember talking about going anywhere but that restaurant/bar last night. I really was looking forwards to that with Thomas. I let my hand slide down his temple before bringing it back to myself and sitting up. I look Thomas over. He looked really well dressed. I mean, he looked amazing. I couldn't say it right. Something about him... I give up on explanation. "You didn't take too long. Pretty good timing... And, you look really good!" I manage, almost shocked by his looks. The sun glittering his eyes a beautiful color. He was one of those people that when he walked into a room, all eyes were on him.

"I'm fine. I'm perfectly okay wih being outsside, I mean, I do it everyday..." I pause for a moment, letting my mind wander. Was he asking me to meet his family or something? The though brought a bit of heat rising into my cheeks. "So, does that mean were going inside...?" I don't know what to think about it really. I was fine with anything. Thomas should know me well enough by now that he can tell I'm fine.

"What are you saying?" I say, laughing. As good looking as me? I was still trying to live up to him and his perfect everything. His perfect hair, his perfect figure, his perfect eyes-- speaking of his eyes, they looked magnificent. I wasn't planning on complimenting him anymore but, his expression was priceless. It was so cute how he blushed over a simple compliment. Of course, I shouldn't be talking, seeing as I was almost embarressed at my blushing. I put my hand on his knee for a moment. "You do look good. More than me. You have what other people would die for. An amazing personality, looks, modesty..." I let my sentance drop off. I wasn't saying this right at all.

Well now, he refused to get up? I gently find his hand then get up onto my knees. It doesn't take much to move from there. I adjust myself up. I give him a soft smile, loosening my grip on his hand. I wasn't sure if he wanted me to let go or not. "Um... So what now?"

Peeking at his face, I can see he feels a little awkward, seeing me cknfused. To be honest, that was just me, I get confused over anything and everything. Trying on an encouraging smile for once, I lean forwards, trying to see where he was looking. "I'm totally talking about you. See? Your being modest, a gentleman and sweet." I sigh, why focus on me when you have such a beautiful personality! "And, we can go where ever you want. I don't think I've been around here much, you can introduce me to whatever cool things are around here."

Keeping my eyes locked on his, I straighten up. My arm brushes his and I realize how close were walking. Of course, I keep my ground, it was sweet and I was completely aware of it. His sudden leaving the sentance makes me curious. "Your just...? You can tell me, please do." I murmur, hoping he will tell me.