Hysterical Encounters of the Third Kind [Semper]
Aug 5, 2011 15:06:23 GMT -5
Post by Eastern Orange on Aug 5, 2011 15:06:23 GMT -5
[/size]I sit up in my bed, a scream still clawing its way through my throat. It cuts off abruptly when I realize that it had been just a bad dream. Tonight’s dream consisted of me being trapped outside, like when I was a little girl, slowly shriveling in the afternoon sun, my skin blistering and peeling and burning, until I was nothing more but a dried out husk. I lift my trembling hands in front of my eyes, seeing only smooth, pale skin, instead of angry red blisters, and cracked skin. I breathe a sigh of relief, and flop back down.
I know right away that there isn’t any way I’m getting back to sleep. I’m perfectly awake now. I groan and sit up again, kicking off the covers and climbing out of bed. I don’t bother to put on my shoes, or throw a shirt over my bare shoulders; I often times wander around the district in nothing but a nightgown. But I do take the time to grab my fangs off my nightstand, and put them on. I run a tongue over my fangs, taking comfort in their familiar feel, as well as making sure they were secure.
I tromp down the stairs, and head for the front door, but the clearing of a throat stops me. “You woke me up.” I hear behind me at the top of the stairs, the voice gruff with annoyance. I turn around sheepishly, looking at my toes. “I’m sorry papa.” I whisper, fidgeting under his hot glare. He steps slowly, deliberately down the stairs, taking them one at a time until he was right in front of me. “I work very hard to keep you and your brother fed. I have to get up at the crack of dawn each morning and work until sundown. I need my sleep. I can’t sleep, if you are screaming every goddamn night.” His voice is dangerously quiet. “Look at me when I’m talking to you!” He suddenly snarls, his big paw of a hand latches onto my chin and forces my head up. When he sees that I’m wearing my fangs he squeezes my face painfully. “What have I told you about wearing those?!”
“I’m sorry papa!” I say desperately. “I-I just like wearing them, they make me happy, I –” He slaps my hard across the cheek. I try not to make a sound, he hates it when I cry or even whimper. “Dad, you’re drunk. Go to bed.” Another voice floats down the stairs, and this time it’s my brother. My knees go weak with relief. “Shut up, boy.” Papa throws over his shoulder. My brother, Eric, appears behind papa and places a hand on his shoulder. “Let her go, and go to bed.” Papa’s lip curls in fury but he shoves me away. Free, I turn tail and immediately head for the door. I know better than to stick around.
Outside, I take a shuddering breath and try to get a handle of myself. I only stop for a quick second, before hurrying down the deserted street; there have been nights when papa has come after me. I need to thank Eric next time I see him. He really saved me back there. When papa gets like that he has no control over himself and is liable to do more than just smack me. But then again, Eric was always saving me.
It was still fairly early, only about ten at night. There was a sprinkling of people still out and about, on their way home from jobs or on their way out to bars and what not. They all eyed my thin, sleeveless nightgown with varying degrees of disapproval and, well, approval. I ignored them; I was used to being gawked at, though usually it was just negative attention.
Eventually, I happen upon a tavern that still looked upon. I had never been in it before, but I have been by it multiple times. I lift my hand to my swollen cheek and flinch. Tenderly, I cup my cheek, my cool hand easing the pain slightly. I look at the tavern, considering my options. I could go in and ask for some ice, but…I look down at my bare feet and nightgown. Eh, oh well. I go inside and am immediately greeted with a bunch of eyes boring into me. I smile nervously and walk over to the bar, the eyes follow me. “Uh, excuse me?” I grab the attention of a man working behind the counter. “Could I please have some ice?” I smile my most innocent smile, and bat my eyes. The man’s eyes find my swollen cheek, travel down to my fangs, take in my bare shoulders, and find their way back to my eyes. “Sure.” He grunts, and produces a few chunks of ice. I look at them, and open my mouth to ask for something to wrap it in, but he is already holding out what looks like a wash cloth. I grin, ignoring the pain it causes, and take the ice and rag. “Thanks!”
I find an empty table in a dark corner, and sit down. It’s only then I realize how tired I am. I yawn widely, and lay my head down on the table, my hurt cheek facing outwards. I place the makeshift icepack against my skin, and close my eyes.
I’m wet. What happened? My back hurts, and I’m wet. Ugh, forget about my back, it’s my neck that really hurts…and I’m still wet, not to mention cold. I open my eyes through a layer of crust and look around me in confusion. Where am I? I have a view of a dusty wall. I turn my head, wincing at the pain that the movement triggers in my neck and spin, and take in the unfamiliar sight of scattered tables, and a bar. What the hell?
Wait.
Is that sunlight streaming in through the windows?! It is! My heart quickens, and panic seizes my muscles. Where am I?! What happened?! I throw myself against the wall, getting as far away from the sunlight as possible. I’m unprotected! All I have on is this ridiculous nightgown! I scream, looking all around for somewhere safe to hide. I don’t even know where I am!
The events of last night finally filter through my hazy mind. Papa slapping me, my escape into the night, the tavern, ice. I look at the table and see the damp cloth that had been wrapped around the ice. The ice had melted, which explains why I’m wet, but that doesn’t explain why I’m still here! Hysteria builds in my chest, and I scream again.