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one hundred ninety three eighty six seventy nine seventy two sixty five fifty eight fifty one forty four thirty seven thirty twenty three sixteen nine two sanity is found at the centre of convulsion, here madness is scorched form the bisected soul i know myself i see myself my life is caught in a web of reason spun by a doctor to argument the sane at four forty eight i shall sleep i came to you hoping to be healed you are my doctor my savious my omnipotent judge my priest my god the surgeon of my soul and i am your proselyte to sanity to achieve goals and ambitions to overcome obstacles and attain a high standard to increase self-regard by the successful exercise of talent to overcome opposition to have control and influence over others to defend myself to defend my psychological space to vindicate the ego to receive attention to be seen and heard to excite, amaze, fascinate, shock, intrigue, amuse, entertain, or entice others to be free from social restrictions to resist coercion and constriction to be independent and act according to desire to defy convention to avoid pain to avoid shame to obliterate past humiliation by resumed action to maintain self-respect to repress fear to overcome weakness to belong to be accepted to draw close and enjoyably reciprocate with another to converse in a friendly manner, to tell stories, exchange sentiments, ideas, secrets to communicate, to converse to laugh and make jokes to win affection of desired Other to adhere and remain loyal to Other to enjoy sensuous experiences with cathected Other to feed, help, protect, comfort, console, support, nurse or heal to be fed, helped, protected, comforted, consoled, supported, nursed or healed to form mutually enjoyable, enduring, cooperating and reciprocating relationship with Other, with an equal to be forgiven to be loved to be free.

one hundred ninety three eighty six seventy nine seventy two sixty five fifty eight fifty one forty four thirty seven thirty twenty three sixteen nine two sanity is found at the centre of convulsion, here madness is scorched form the bisected soul i know myself i see myself my life is caught in a web of reason spun by a doctor to argument the sane at four forty eight i shall sleep i came to you hoping to be healed you are my doctor my savious my omnipotent judge my priest my god the surgeon of my soul and i am your proselyte to sanity to achieve goals and ambitions to overcome obstacles and attain a high standard to increase self-regard by the successful exercise of talent to overcome opposition to have control and influence over others to defend myself to defend my psychological space to vindicate the ego to receive attention to be seen and heard to excite, amaze, fascinate, shock, intrigue, amuse, entertain, or entice others to be free from social restrictions to resist coercion and constriction to be independent and act according to desire to defy convention to avoid pain to avoid shame to obliterate past humiliation by resumed action to maintain self-respect to repress fear to overcome weakness to belong to be accepted to draw close and enjoyably reciprocate with another to converse in a friendly manner, to tell stories, exchange sentiments, ideas, secrets to communicate, to converse to laugh and make jokes to win affection of desired Other to adhere and remain loyal to Other to enjoy sensuous experiences with cathected Other to feed, help, protect, comfort, console, support, nurse or heal to be fed, helped, protected, comforted, consoled, supported, nursed or healed to form mutually enjoyable, enduring, cooperating and reciprocating relationship with Other, with an equal to be forgiven to be loved to be free.