Sexy & I Know It [Cass]

Nom felt the light brush of Dom's hand, it made him shiver, and before he could tug his hand away Dom grabs it. Nom stops in shock, he doesn't even react as Dom leads himk away, he doesn't think, he just lets himself go. He stares at the back of DOm's head, he loved the way the hair, feel, it was neater then his own, but yet it had a messy style to it. Nom stares dumbfounded as he realises they had moved to a spot of the moon, when it was prehaps sunset on some part of Earth. He slums down beside DOm. Dom doesn;t look at him, he doesn't spare him a glance.

Nom sighs to himself,he wasn't sure what he had done. He wasn't sure where he was. He knew nothing anymore, he was lost. But he felt paralyzed, he couldn't get up. So he looked out across the vast expanse of space around him. He saw Earth, and how big it really was. It made him think. There had tobe more then Panem out there. But his mind was clouded by a sight that made even him gape. He whatched wide eyed as the sun slowly began to rise, it was a blazing orb, that floated only high enough before it fell once more. It was a continuous cycle, that made no sense, but when he looked over at Dom it didn't matter. He was here with him, and even though he was dead, and he knew he would never see him again, Nomsmiled. For the first time in a long time he was happy.

Nom almost jumps in surprise as Dom leans his head onto Nom's shoulder. Nom didn't jerk away, insteaqd he felt himself lean into it, as if it felt right, but thatwasn't true it didn't feel right atall none of it did. It all felt perfect. This is what I want. He thought. he wanted to be here with Dom, he didn't want to leave, justto be drowned once more in the troubles of life. He wanted to stay like this and be here forever, he wanted to freeze this moment and live in it forever. It was all perfect.

Nom knew that if he could he would go back in time, he would do everything to protect Dom, he would always have been there for him, always. "Always..." he breathed softly, echoing his thoughts. He was happy here, and he would do anything to protect him. Nom didn't want to leave, but everything good came to an end, and Nom knew that no matter how much he cried, or hom manytimes he would try to imagine or dream the same thing, it would never be the same. He was going to leave, he just didn't know when time would drag him to reality.

Nom Nom didn't know what to say, words felt cought in his chest, and no matter how man ytimes he took a deep breath, they just were stuck and didn't come out. "No.... It will not ever be the same." He managed to choke out. Nom Nomdidn't know how to feel, all he knew was that he was happy here. But some feeling deep down told him this all wasn't real. None of it was, this was all he wanted to believe. He knew that Dom wasn't gay, he knew that Dom loved anotther girl. He owuld never be able to be with him. Nom took a shaky breath, he felt like he was going to throw up. I'll never have any of this.

Nom nods his head simply at the words that left the boys mouth. His face was dull, and he wasn't sure he would ever smile again, only if Dom did he knew he would. But it was also comforting to know that death wasn't so bad, maybe it was a welcom respite for everything that had happened to him, maybe it was a release from all the pain and suffering. Was he happy? "Is it hard to leave behind everyone you care about? Is it hard in the arena, when all those kids are attacking you, and you know that no matter how hard you hit or how strong you are, you are going to die?"