Shouldn't Have Played with Fire [Ena]
Feb 20, 2012 19:04:00 GMT -5
Post by Ena Mena Mina Mo on Feb 20, 2012 19:04:00 GMT -5
I fall asleep more quickly than I have in years. Part of the reason I'm so cranky all the time is because I spend half the night wishing I were asleep but not getting any rest. And, in the winter, I'm usually cold. I remember hazy-edged snippets from the night--like lying face down at one point, arms and legs sprawled across most of the mattress--but mostly, I just remember being....comfortable. Warm and blessedly at ease. I think this is why, when I finally blinked my eyes and realized that it's sometime in the early afternoon, and I've missed my usual morning wake-up by at least six hours, I just close my eyes again.
They don't stay closed for long of course--I quickly realize that one reason I'm so warm is because Sentry's arm is wrapped close around my waist, my back is nestled into his chest, and I can even feel his slow breath in my hair. My eyebrows lift by a margin of millimeters as I gaze, bemused, down at that arm. It has a fine layer of hair on it that I don't remember seeing there before. My first impulse is to stab an elbow backward into his ribs, but....it's so warm and I just feel more comfortable and content than I have since the last time I got drunk, only this time I don't have to worry about a hangover. So I close my eyes with a sigh and let it be.
A loud banging sound startles me out of the languor I've just started sinking back into, and I jump. Nobody ever comes to my door; it never gets knocked on. And I am certainly never around when it is knocked on. Or sleeping and caught off guard by it.
Sentry doesn't move, but I can clearly hear him grumble, “No way in hell, am I answering that.”
I sigh, remove my pillow from underneath my head and slam it down over my head. "Ignore it and maybe it'll go away...." A likely occurrence.....if it weren't for the fact that the few who do visit me aren't the type to be turned away by my petulant tendency to ignore people when I'm not in the mood to chat. The banging continues, and finally, growling, I throw myself out of the bed and throw the pillow on top of Sentry. Not meanly, though. "It's not your house; I'll get it." I throw the bedroom door open and stomp, barefooted, through the small, drafty house to heave the front door open too.
It's my parents. Colorful ribbons of profanity dance in my inner eye. My dad and I get along....everywhere but where Sentry's involved. My mom and I usually get along.....except where Sentry's involved. They're on two ends of the same spectrum, my parents: Dad thinks Sentry should have punched me back for punching him, and that I'm a backstabbing Judas for hitting him in the first place--my mother thinks more along the lines of how Sentry's a man-ho for trying to kiss me when I 'clearly' did not want to be kissed, and he should just go fall in a hole. Every single time I see my dad, he brings up Sentry. Every single time my dad brings up Sentry, my mom fights with my dad. Every single time my mom fights with my dad, I fight with her, and then my dad fights with me for fighting with her.
Hence the colorful parade of profanity ticker tape fluttering around in my now-miserable head.
"Dena!" My dad crows, wrapping me into a tight hug and releasing me. "Did you see that Sentry's back?"
Well you see, I kind of accidentally slept with him. But not in the way you'd interpret that..... "Yeah, Dad, I saw."
"Why should she care if that boy's back in town, Harold?" my mom hisses at him.
"Try: because he was my best friend since conception, Mom," I say somewhat testily. I return my attention to my dad, fidgeting uncomfortably, my bare feet already going numb with the winter's chill as it creeps in the door and wraps its icy tendrils around my legs. "Did you need something, Dad?" It's abrupt, I know, but he's used to it.
"Oh no, no, we just wanted to drop by and see how you were doing. See if you've talked to Sentinel since he got back about a month ago."
"Of course she hasn't, Harold," my mother snaps. "She should just stay away from that boy."
"She should just do whatever the hell she feels like without interference from the two of you," I interject, making shooing motions and hoping they'll get off my porch before I die of frostbite.
They don't stay closed for long of course--I quickly realize that one reason I'm so warm is because Sentry's arm is wrapped close around my waist, my back is nestled into his chest, and I can even feel his slow breath in my hair. My eyebrows lift by a margin of millimeters as I gaze, bemused, down at that arm. It has a fine layer of hair on it that I don't remember seeing there before. My first impulse is to stab an elbow backward into his ribs, but....it's so warm and I just feel more comfortable and content than I have since the last time I got drunk, only this time I don't have to worry about a hangover. So I close my eyes with a sigh and let it be.
A loud banging sound startles me out of the languor I've just started sinking back into, and I jump. Nobody ever comes to my door; it never gets knocked on. And I am certainly never around when it is knocked on. Or sleeping and caught off guard by it.
Sentry doesn't move, but I can clearly hear him grumble, “No way in hell, am I answering that.”
I sigh, remove my pillow from underneath my head and slam it down over my head. "Ignore it and maybe it'll go away...." A likely occurrence.....if it weren't for the fact that the few who do visit me aren't the type to be turned away by my petulant tendency to ignore people when I'm not in the mood to chat. The banging continues, and finally, growling, I throw myself out of the bed and throw the pillow on top of Sentry. Not meanly, though. "It's not your house; I'll get it." I throw the bedroom door open and stomp, barefooted, through the small, drafty house to heave the front door open too.
It's my parents. Colorful ribbons of profanity dance in my inner eye. My dad and I get along....everywhere but where Sentry's involved. My mom and I usually get along.....except where Sentry's involved. They're on two ends of the same spectrum, my parents: Dad thinks Sentry should have punched me back for punching him, and that I'm a backstabbing Judas for hitting him in the first place--my mother thinks more along the lines of how Sentry's a man-ho for trying to kiss me when I 'clearly' did not want to be kissed, and he should just go fall in a hole. Every single time I see my dad, he brings up Sentry. Every single time my dad brings up Sentry, my mom fights with my dad. Every single time my mom fights with my dad, I fight with her, and then my dad fights with me for fighting with her.
Hence the colorful parade of profanity ticker tape fluttering around in my now-miserable head.
"Dena!" My dad crows, wrapping me into a tight hug and releasing me. "Did you see that Sentry's back?"
Well you see, I kind of accidentally slept with him. But not in the way you'd interpret that..... "Yeah, Dad, I saw."
"Why should she care if that boy's back in town, Harold?" my mom hisses at him.
"Try: because he was my best friend since conception, Mom," I say somewhat testily. I return my attention to my dad, fidgeting uncomfortably, my bare feet already going numb with the winter's chill as it creeps in the door and wraps its icy tendrils around my legs. "Did you need something, Dad?" It's abrupt, I know, but he's used to it.
"Oh no, no, we just wanted to drop by and see how you were doing. See if you've talked to Sentinel since he got back about a month ago."
"Of course she hasn't, Harold," my mother snaps. "She should just stay away from that boy."
"She should just do whatever the hell she feels like without interference from the two of you," I interject, making shooing motions and hoping they'll get off my porch before I die of frostbite.