Is it to late to turn around? (Blitz!) {LATISHA}

A sweet, salty smell filled her nose and the twinkling stars lit her path as April traveled closer to the sea water she desired. A lust within her seized her as she picked up the sounds of crashing waves. Her eyes could just see the white, foaming water crashing onto the golden sand. April kicked off her shoes and dug her feet into the soft damp sand, feeling every part of her skin tingle with joy. She shut her eyes tightly, just listening to the crash as the deep blue water crashed around her. Slowly, she edged forward toward the water, a pull moving her closer. The cold liquid lapped at her feet and her hair blew wildly around her. Her posture relaxed as April waded into the water, her clothes clung to her body.

The stars were the only light in her life, sucking away the horrible black emotions swirling inside her. As she looked up into the sky and layed back into the water she felt happy and content. the twinkling stars, if possible, grew brighter absorbing her rage and fury. The image of her fist connecting with her fathers face flashed into her mind. She could still see the blood that spurted from his nose and his face was so scared and frightened. April could draw out the feelings of the depression and jealousy she had felt. Even in her mood of joy now, she could stop the tears of worry rolling down her cheeks. Surprised, she wiped them away and let the ocean carry away her feeling s of burning rage.

If it was possible, would I turn back time?

Regretfully, she left the water and out into the warm air. April reached down and grabbed hold of her shoes, her hair plastered to her scalp and the moon glinting of her blond hair. April slowly walked up the beach calm and happy to be alone in the semi-darkness. A smile lit up her features, the sky turning into a smudge of orange and yellow. Her eyes were full of aware and adoration. Sunrise, the rays of the sun peeked up behind the horizon of the water, lighting the water into a dark mass of blue. Her shoes swung from her hands and she bounded happily across the sand. Suddenly her feature turned into a frown as she saw a dark figure in the distance. April changed her direction of travel and headed towards the figure.

She felt eyes upon her as she approached the stranger, so intense which made her shudder. Her steps faltered, the glare was hostile and welcomed. April's face was grim as she neared him. She could just make out the figure infront of her, black hair, tall and well built. her voice rang out, "you see something you like?" She knew what she said most likely would star a fight, but that's her, a troublemaker. April could now see his facial expression, pure rage and fury. She plastered an easy smile on her face as she came to a halt in front of the boy. Her body was tense with excitement as April could feel a fight on its way.

Her eyes bored into him as he stared at her with rage. She suddenly relaxed as she looked closely at him, his posture was filled with rage but he wasn't in the stance for fighting. "you don't have to look at me like I am the most horrible sight in the world, I know you've seen better, but you are kind of hurting my feelings." April said them quietly but it was polite and friendly. The boy started to turn away in disgust and Really she couldn't give a dam. April saw something in his deep blue eyes that made her want to hang out with him or at least tallk. She reached out her hand, unsure if she should stop him. Defeated, April dropped her hand down to her side and andger boiled up inside of her. She opened her mouth but nothing came out. She looked longingly at the retreating figure of the boy.

A white shaped flashed in the sky and then it was gone. The boy turned around fury written all over his features. "No you did not!" Startled she looked closely at him, studying him closely and thats when April found the white blob that sat on his shoulder. April was having a hard time keeping a straight face, "What did I do?" she asked innocently as he wiped his head around and saw the brid shit on him. April flashed him a teethy smile and turned away from him and started walking away. She put one foot infront of the other trying hard no to turn back and make another snide comment.

April felt calm and silently she hoped this really tormented him. She was begging god that he would lay a fist on her, all for the sake of letting the monster of jealousy out. She was a violent girl, after all her sister died and she watched it. April heard him burst “What are you laughing at? You see something funny?" His voice was full of rage and anger that he had been holding back. “The only thing I see funny is…. Is… Is your.. Face!!!” April turned around face the boy, amusement shone in her eyes, "is that the best you can come up with," She said with an overly dramatic intake of breath. Her lips twitched at the corners wanting to smile but she hid it and kept her face blank. "And by the way sweetie, what I see is funny is that a bird just shat on your shoulder." Her voice was sweet but her eyes had a dangerous glint in them.

With that, she then again turned around and walked away. She took deep breath's and walked off the beach. April gracefully sat down on the curb and slipped her feet into her shoes. April ran her hand through her hair in frustration, she didn't even know the boy's name. She stood up and felt the rays of sun on her back. the caw of birds around and the natural sounds of the district reached her ears. She went at a steady walk into the streets, not knowing where she was heading.

"You little fucker! No one makes fun of me and get away with it. I’m your living nightmare, so be careful what you say! Cause it might be the last thing you say!” April looked up, startled to see the heavy breathing of the boy with an outrageous face. What he said didn't really hurt as well she didn't really take it as a threat,. After all he was a little softy, he wouldn't lay a finger on her, and if he did, well, he will be in for a little surprise. April smirk at him as he turned to walk away. After a few hesitant steps he turned back around and stood their expectantly. They sat there for a few heavy moments, staring each other down. April rose to her feet and stalked over to the boy. "What are you waiting for you asshole? Go run off and hide behind your mummy before I slap you in the face and let me tell you something it will hurt." she glared at him her face red with anger, "Oh and by the way I really am curious why you have a grudge on me in the first place, I DON"T EVEN KNOW YOU!" April was practically yelling.

She took a few paces back, waiting for his reply. His eyes looked at her uncertainly but what could she say. All she did was stare at his face just waiting and waiting and waiting. What felt like forever his mouth open but you could see his mind was in a different world. April grinned with triumphant at stunning this boy. All she could think was lets hope he had some sense and realise this wasn't just an empty threat like his was.

“But if I were you I would eat your words. Where’s your mummy? A big, scary guy like me could easily take advantage of a we-angel like you.” April frowned at him not really caring what he said, she didn't even know him and he came here looking for an argument, for goodness sakes he followed her from the beach. She only showed a little sympathy for when she heard he didn't have a mum. He didn't really sound like he cared. April's face turned hard and scrutinized him and no way was she going to take her words back. She looked up into the light blue sky taking in the fluffy clouds and the sun that shone proudly and was full of light. April took deep steadying breathes as she could feel the monster within raising its head. She kept on sucking in the air, her head pounding.

Her voice was quiet as she spoke the words,"All I want to know is why...Why you have a huge grudge on me." April was almost pleading by the time she finished the sentence. She had done the most hardest thing of her life, and that was not to go off her head after what he had just raged. Her eyes were wide with curiosity just wanting to know the answer. She took a few more steps forward closing the distance so they were only a feet apart, "please...Please just tell me." April begged. Her cheeks became rosy red embarrassed about pleading for something. She never knew anyone who had this much rage, but all she knew is that she needed an answer. April hated not having the knowledge of something someone knew.

"Well that’s going to cost you!” Those words echoed through Aprils mind. Was she thatdesperatee to know what he knew or wasn't it that important. She could feel his hot breath on her face and see clearly into the blue eyes that held the secret she wanted. Her voice came out in a rush, "I don't even know your name." April took a few steps back, aware of what the boys message was. Those all knowing eyes teased her. It frustrated her to not know something but would she be willing to pay the price. April just stood there her mind reeling and replaying his words over and over again in her mind. Frustration coursed through her but she dug her nails into her thighs and swallowed down the on coming emotions. She wasn't really scared of the boy and his offer as this has happened to many girls. with a sharp intake of breath April lost herself in her thoughts.

When she looked back into the boys eyes she could see he really wanted it, just to have some fun. She bit her lower lip as nervousness flooded her. If she declined would he approach me and keep on it until I gave in? Why was life so frustrating! She took a deep breath, maybe he was meaning somethingentirelyy different, money maybe? she said them quietly but they were just audible, "what exactly do you mean it's going to cost me, money?" The hope in her voice was strong. April looked down at the ground waiting for the answer, the answer that could be promising or most likely something she didn't want to do but there was still hope. There had to be because April lived on hope.