:.dead boy walking.: [Walkers vs. Harpies; Day 2]
Oct 6, 2012 18:53:29 GMT -5
Post by Rosetta on Oct 6, 2012 18:53:29 GMT -5
[/size][/blockquote]~Bran Wolfe
The skies didn’t betray Aria to death, but Bran still felt empty. No glee in starless sky that saved his sister another night. If another a night was in her destiny. She wasn’t dead, but she was gone. One minute here, the next minute gone. It would’ve hurt less if she were dead.
Lying in the dark, staring up and up, Bran felt the presence of his allies. Alaska, Alaska who’d they come across all on her own with Aria gone. When one door closes, another opens. He liked her well enough, but, most of all, even more than her, he felt Curtis’s weight. They were Rajas’ arms. Rajas’ arms picked him off the ground and carried him off from the place where he felt his entire being split in two. His hands were curled into fists, but his arms were limp and he might as well have been a baby, cradled in Rajas’ arms and Bran molded himself to them. Save me.
He’d lost one sibling, but he’d found another. And he wanted to keep another in the small amount of time he had left.
The meadow was appealing, bright and sparkling and Bran didn’t trust it. Aria had smiled pretty and nice and dazzling she was, but she was dangerous. Bran ripped up the pretty little flowers that he’d been laid down amongst and wondered what Mother was saying. “My boy,” she was whispered, “my boy, my poor boy, all alone.” I’m not alone, he tried to convince her, staring at Rajas-staring at Curtis. At least I have him.
“That doesn’t make up for it,” she might’ve maintained icily. No, it doesn’t. Bran’s fingers tightened around the flower and it crumpled in his sweaty palm. She was gone. His sister had left him. A sister had left a crippled boy. Rajas would never leave me. His eyes found Curtis’s stump and his heart felt for him. It was the loss of feeling in his legs. Sometimes he felt like he could move them and he really believed that he could stand, but they were truly lifeless and he’d just topple over against them, his heart breaking in two, his stomach lurching and his eyelids heavy and warm. And Bran reached up, his fingers just scraping the warm, bloody stump and Curtis must feel his soothing fingers pushing into the ghost of what used to be.
“I know how you feel,” he found himself saying, his fingers warm with blood, Curtis’s blood, but he felt there was no greater honor of being anointed by this hero, this warrior. “It’s scary at first.”
Terrifying.Bran wasn’t sure if he woke up first or his eyes opened. One minute, he was drifting, an endless sleep that he seemed to claw and claw through, but then light. He could feel it warm on his face, a soft wind sweeping across him and his stomach filled with air. He was alive. For a moment, he lay there, breathing, just breathing in the warm light and then, he used trembling arms to push his blankets away and accept the air on the rest of his body. He soaked it in. It felt good and light and banished the cruel darkness that had torn his away skin and left him naked. Then, he made to stand.
Initially, he thought he was still dreaming, but then he tried again and again and again and once more. But his legs wouldn’t yield to his tugging and upon touching them, he felt nothing. He was empty. His stomach lurched painfully and he pushed at his legs, willing them to move, and sweat was pouring cold down his back, but it was fruitless. He pushed his legs to the floor, but they wouldn’t take his weight and crumpled to the floor, screaming.
He was still screaming when Rajas found him and it was the first time he ever saw him cry at the crumpled, crippled mess of a brother he had.
Losing something you’ll never get back is the most painful and Bran let Curtis’s blood drip down his arm, sweeping in the life that had been stolen from both of them. It gave him strength. His new brother and he forced a smile over at Alaska as he tried to push out all of his anger. Forget about Aria.
But how could he forget his sister?
“Wanna hear a story, Bran?”
I trusted you. You’re my sister. You were my sister.
Again, the rage came for him with its clawed hands and its mocking face and Bran gripped his crowbar tightly. Not today. Not today would he confront her. He couldn’t, but soon. Whether in death or life, he’d find his sister.
“Why did you go? Why would you leave me?”
He couldn’t cry. His eyes were dry and they were suddenly intensely staring upon the approaching figure who’d come into his radar. Aria. Before he could stop it, hope came into his heart, battling with the fire. Maybe it was Aria. Maybe this had all been a misunderstanding and they’d accidently gotten separated. Maybe she was coming back and she’ll wrap her skinny little arms around him, nothing compared to Rajas’, but she’ll hug him and tell him about the hero. “You’re my hero, Bran,” she’ll tell him again, “you’re so brave.”
But, the balloon quickly popped. This figure wasn’t as skinny as Aria. No, it was Aria, but it was someone familiar. Ellea. Bran’s eyes widened. In between his tightened fists and his pounding head at his sister, he hadn’t noticed her disappearance. And now, she was back, pushing through the sparkling meadow and while Bran might’ve rejoiced at her reappearance, he found his hand tensing around his crowbar. His theory at Aria’s disappearance was suddenly banished. This was no misunderstanding. She was heading their way and Curtis didn’t see her and Bran’s chest seized up. No. She was coming back for a different reason, she was. He knew it, he could feel it, shivering down his back and his eyes darted back towards Curtis and his blood was burning into Bran. Not his warrior. Not his Rajas. No.
[attacks Ellea, crowbar/blunt]
[dice=200+7000]
[bruised shin, 3]
[ooc: bran makes a fire and heats his water]
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