The price of the passage (LOST plot)
Aug 12, 2012 4:13:54 GMT -5
Post by Jack Lexington on Aug 12, 2012 4:13:54 GMT -5
The walk back to camp gave me enough time to calm down a little, yet I keep thinking about Salem's accusations. Am I really such a prick? Why does he expect so much from me? It's not like he booked me as his survival tour guide on a remote island. I'm pretty sure he's fallen head over heels for me and now his feelings are all over the place. If only I had never been so stupid to try and piss him off by kissing him. Note to self-never kiss a guy again. It could backfire on you. But how do the others feel? Do they agree with him? I mean I know I'm not the most lovable guy that's out there.
Lexi chooses to sit on the other side of the fire place and doesn't even look at me once. Yes, she's angry and in pain by the looks of it. No wonder. She got crushed by a me and a tree.
"I fell on you when the mutt knocked over the tree." I explain since she was unconscious and is probably wondering why she's so sore. "Are you okay?"
Her fingers feel for the crusted blood on her forehead. Is she going to tough it out again or finally break down?
Since she doesn't answer me I busy myself with looking back at the forest but there's neither a sign of our two companions, which I can't say I mind much, nor of any other mutt. Is it really a good idea to split up though? We're more vulnerable alone and Salem and Elisabeth have both knifes now.
Absentmindedly I frown but then my gaze falls on Lexi again, who's obviously in pain. The girl has helped me before so I'd like to return the favour but she's clearly avoiding a conversation.
I guess I'll make one attempt to see if she wants help.
I get up and walk over to the ocean where we've tried to climb the cliff before to retrieve our bucket. My steps have become slow and much harder than usual and my stomach is growling. The lack of food is starting to take it's toll.
At the site of the fight I reach down for the bucket, which hasn't been smashed, and notice the
long claw marks in the sand. They are enormous. Suddenly I feel my gutt drop. How easily could they have torn into our flesh leaving deadly wounds. We're extremely lucky to be alive.
Quickly I turn away and dip the bucket into the water to bring it back to Lexi. Hopefully she'll have calmed down by now. My eyes catch my reflection in the calm water of the tidal pool and I almost scare myself because I'm brown from head to toe.
"Time to wash..." I tell myself and start peeling off layers of mud soaked clothes one by one until I'm naked. There's not much skin on me that's still white so I slowly wade into the water to let it do it's duty. It feels so nice and cool against my skin, washing away not only the grime but also the strain of todays events. I close my eyes and completely let the water engulf me. It sting like hell when my arm goes under water and when I open my eyes I can swirls of red floating away from it. gritting my teeth I break through the surface and take a deep breath, shoot a quick glance back at Lexi to make sure she's okay and wait for the stinging to subside. Once it does the swim is actually relaxing. For at least 10 minutes I just float like a piece of driftwood. My mind wanders to Salem and Elisabeth. Maybe they can bond a little while they're gone. Maybe Salem can fall for her instead of me. How easy would that be? Only a fool like me could think like that though.
Salem. The kid bewilders me. How can he fall for a guy? I don't get it. Guys don't like guys in my world. Especially not a guy like me. Maybe that's why I'm being nasty to him...because I'm afraid to be nice because it will attract him more to me.
I feel something touch my back and shoot straight out of the water....as I look around I can see it's only see weed. yet my heart rate is back to 200.
Quickly I wash my clothes and put my underwear back on and grab the bucket. With that I walk back over to Lexi and kneel down next to her.
"Hey."
Touching her gently I ask. "Let me wash away that crusted blood and dirt on your face, okay?"
I dip some fabric into the bucket and reach up to clean her cut. Then I pause and ask. "Are you mad at me, too?"
OOC: What a long post for being hung over! Shitty quality though, sorry.
Lexi chooses to sit on the other side of the fire place and doesn't even look at me once. Yes, she's angry and in pain by the looks of it. No wonder. She got crushed by a me and a tree.
"I fell on you when the mutt knocked over the tree." I explain since she was unconscious and is probably wondering why she's so sore. "Are you okay?"
Her fingers feel for the crusted blood on her forehead. Is she going to tough it out again or finally break down?
Since she doesn't answer me I busy myself with looking back at the forest but there's neither a sign of our two companions, which I can't say I mind much, nor of any other mutt. Is it really a good idea to split up though? We're more vulnerable alone and Salem and Elisabeth have both knifes now.
Absentmindedly I frown but then my gaze falls on Lexi again, who's obviously in pain. The girl has helped me before so I'd like to return the favour but she's clearly avoiding a conversation.
I guess I'll make one attempt to see if she wants help.
I get up and walk over to the ocean where we've tried to climb the cliff before to retrieve our bucket. My steps have become slow and much harder than usual and my stomach is growling. The lack of food is starting to take it's toll.
At the site of the fight I reach down for the bucket, which hasn't been smashed, and notice the
long claw marks in the sand. They are enormous. Suddenly I feel my gutt drop. How easily could they have torn into our flesh leaving deadly wounds. We're extremely lucky to be alive.
Quickly I turn away and dip the bucket into the water to bring it back to Lexi. Hopefully she'll have calmed down by now. My eyes catch my reflection in the calm water of the tidal pool and I almost scare myself because I'm brown from head to toe.
"Time to wash..." I tell myself and start peeling off layers of mud soaked clothes one by one until I'm naked. There's not much skin on me that's still white so I slowly wade into the water to let it do it's duty. It feels so nice and cool against my skin, washing away not only the grime but also the strain of todays events. I close my eyes and completely let the water engulf me. It sting like hell when my arm goes under water and when I open my eyes I can swirls of red floating away from it. gritting my teeth I break through the surface and take a deep breath, shoot a quick glance back at Lexi to make sure she's okay and wait for the stinging to subside. Once it does the swim is actually relaxing. For at least 10 minutes I just float like a piece of driftwood. My mind wanders to Salem and Elisabeth. Maybe they can bond a little while they're gone. Maybe Salem can fall for her instead of me. How easy would that be? Only a fool like me could think like that though.
Salem. The kid bewilders me. How can he fall for a guy? I don't get it. Guys don't like guys in my world. Especially not a guy like me. Maybe that's why I'm being nasty to him...because I'm afraid to be nice because it will attract him more to me.
I feel something touch my back and shoot straight out of the water....as I look around I can see it's only see weed. yet my heart rate is back to 200.
Quickly I wash my clothes and put my underwear back on and grab the bucket. With that I walk back over to Lexi and kneel down next to her.
"Hey."
Touching her gently I ask. "Let me wash away that crusted blood and dirt on your face, okay?"
I dip some fabric into the bucket and reach up to clean her cut. Then I pause and ask. "Are you mad at me, too?"
OOC: What a long post for being hung over! Shitty quality though, sorry.