chasing stars to lose our ::shadow:: {MJ}
Oct 28, 2012 1:08:02 GMT -5
Post by mcmarti99 on Oct 28, 2012 1:08:02 GMT -5
[/img][/center] "You take it. I'm full."[/b] It was a lie, but I honestly didn't feel like eating. Would he ever forgive me for always lying to him? He said he loved me, but I wondered if that would be enough. I pushed the plate towards him and rested my elbow on the table, propping up my head on my fists.
I was glad I had his sweatshirt on. Under it, I could feel my dress slipping below my chest. I tried to ignore it, but it was rather annoying. Hating to request some other clothes, I tried to move my shoulders to urge it upward, but stopped trying. The sweatshirt would keep me covered anyhow. I would have to stay here for a few minutes after Trey left or he would spot me. If the dress was still bothering me then, I would snag one of Trey's shirts and some pants, clearly remembering which drawer of his dresser held his underwear. I chuckled under my breath. But then realized that when he retrieved my things, he would probably handle my underwear. My smile disappeared from my face at the though. How embarrassing.
Red flushed my cheeks, but I stood to walk away so Trey wouldn't question me. I was aimlessly walking towards the kitchen when I slipped over something squishy on the floor. My feet came out from underneath me and I landed in Trey's lap, ironically, positioned perfectly on top of his legs. I laughed, remembering a few days ago when we were in that tree and he called me Jumpy. Then squished the substance I slipped on in between my toes. It was that damn egg again. "So now I'm Jumpy, Sneaky, and Clumsy?"[/b] I joked.
OOC:This was long, but it sucked. Anyways, sorry for the powerplay a bit.. Hope you can work with it xD
Trey's hands were rough and I could feel the strength in them from years of carving, but I felt so safe when they were wrapped around mine. It was like your favorite heavy blanket. They provided me with such warmth and amusement. I let him guide my hands in the process of cooking the pancakes. I don't think he noticed, but I wasn't paying attention. Instead, I just watched his face, or felt the smoothness of his hands. I would never learn to cook, not if he was teaching me. Thankfully, he never offered to let me do it on my own. He spoke softly, and only once or twice. His steady breath in my ears was relaxing, but I didn't let my body go slack in his arms. I wished he would just hold me. My hunger had vanished, but I wouldn't deprive him of his breakfast. Three pancakes passed far too fast, and soon, his fingers were leaving mine. The warmth on my back was replaced with chills, and he was walking towards the table with a plate of freshly made pancakes.
Trey pulled a chair out for me and settled across the table. I wished he would stop doing that and sit next to me instead, but maybe it was a good thing. We had been kissing since yesterday evening and most of this morning. I didn't even know what we were. Were we a couple? Were we friends? But we kissed. How could we be friends? None of these words fit. We were simply, Trey and Rose. I remembered his lips pressing into mine for the first time. Or rather, mine pressing into his. The blush that rushed over my face in that moment was so obvious I hadn't even tried hiding it. It felt like that was years ago, but in reality, only a few days separated the morning from this one. I thought I was being stupid and it was on impulse, but after actually feeling his lips, I didn't regret it for a minute. Then, when he finally returned my kisses and embraced me fully, everything had fallen into place.
But thinking about how everything was fitting into place reminded me of how it might all fall apart. It wouldn't be long before Trey and his father left. It wouldn't be long before he grew angry at me for following him. I had decided when I told him he could go that I would accompany him. Whether he liked it-or knew about it- I was going. Stubborn was what I was. I was selfish too. But thinking about him encountering my father burned my stomach.
Trey was eating the last of the second pancake when I looked up from my hands. I always looked at my hands when I was thinking. He stared longingly at the third pancake. I pushed the plate forward to him, announcing,
I was glad I had his sweatshirt on. Under it, I could feel my dress slipping below my chest. I tried to ignore it, but it was rather annoying. Hating to request some other clothes, I tried to move my shoulders to urge it upward, but stopped trying. The sweatshirt would keep me covered anyhow. I would have to stay here for a few minutes after Trey left or he would spot me. If the dress was still bothering me then, I would snag one of Trey's shirts and some pants, clearly remembering which drawer of his dresser held his underwear. I chuckled under my breath. But then realized that when he retrieved my things, he would probably handle my underwear. My smile disappeared from my face at the though. How embarrassing.
Red flushed my cheeks, but I stood to walk away so Trey wouldn't question me. I was aimlessly walking towards the kitchen when I slipped over something squishy on the floor. My feet came out from underneath me and I landed in Trey's lap, ironically, positioned perfectly on top of his legs. I laughed, remembering a few days ago when we were in that tree and he called me Jumpy. Then squished the substance I slipped on in between my toes. It was that damn egg again. "So now I'm Jumpy, Sneaky, and Clumsy?"[/b] I joked.
OOC:This was long, but it sucked. Anyways, sorry for the powerplay a bit.. Hope you can work with it xD
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