Boom Said Thunder [Open]
Jun 18, 2013 23:37:30 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Jun 18, 2013 23:37:30 GMT -5
[/color]Sampson Izar
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Acres
Visible horizon
Right where it starts it ends
When did we start the end?
Visible horizon
Right where it starts it ends
When did we start the end?
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“Gregor, hey Gregor!” I call out to the mutt trampling along behind me. A tuff of red fur wags along the edge of the water. He circles back around, barking. He stamps both feet into the water in front of me and I let out a high pitched laugh, one reserved for when I’m alone and no one can hear how low it hasn’t dropped yet. I grab at a loose piece of wood and hurl the thing with all my might, sending him off running into the murky water. I let out a sigh. The sun’s high above my head, and my shadow stretches out toward the patch of oak trees behind me. Has it been so long already?[/color] I think how a whole year has nearly passed since the last games. I’m almost thirteen. Everyday my bones hurt, my stomach gnaws with hunger, and my voice cracks when I try to sing the high part of our old Eleven hymns. More than that I’ve been having dreams—the kind I can’t talk about with nobody, else my face will blush red and I might hold my head under the water forever. I pull the itchy polyester shirt above my head and drop my trousers on top of my boots.
I’m at the edge of the watering hole, trembling, my chicken legs exposed and my skinny chest gleaming in the sun. I bet you could count my rib bones. One. Two. Three.[/color] I must look all bones and no meat. I wish I was more like Deval, I wish I had arms like Benat did.[/color] Or maybe a cord of muscles on my back like Papa. This year I wouldn’t dream of losing my boxers, the only thing protecting me from parading around in my birthday suit. I can’t even think back to the time when we all ran around naked, our junk hanging out for the whole world to see. Why didn’t I see how silly I looked then?[/color] Now everyone would point and laugh at me, being so skinny, so small. I bring my arms across my chest and my hands rub my elbows. I have half a mind to make my way back to the porch, but the heat is enough for me to disregard what anyone might think today.
The water’s brackish and brown, and tastes a little sweet in my mouth. I’ve run out and dove to where Gregor is, deep enough to dunk my head. I spit out a spray at his face and he lets out another bark. He paddles toward the shore, and I slip onto my back. Above, there’s only one star burning bright, with clouds rolling by. I close my eyes and feel my whole body float in the water. I’m weightless and free, drifting down along with the slow current. Poppa and Momma let me come swim on account of not having any chores left. None that I was old enough to do, anyways. Even when it makes me mad that they don’t trust me ‘cause I ain’t big enough, part of me wants to stay this small forever. I think about how nice it is, not having so much to worry about. They think about the food on the table, and keeping us safe. They make sure my stomach don’t rumble too much. And they tuck me into bed at night, with a kiss on the forehead.
I wonder why anyone would want to grow old. Doesn’t seem so nice. You always have work to do. And you worry all the time. I open my eyes and scratch at the water in my nose. You have to look after everyone. And when you get real old, your body starts to come apart. Makes me think about why anyone would want to grow old at all. I turn over onto my stomach and hold my head just above water, with my nose poking out so I can breathe. Course, older kids get to stay up. And they stay out. They hold hands. I blow a few bubbles. They even kiss, though not on the foreheads or cheeks. They get to do fun things, too.
I snap up from the water with a start. Gregor’s barking and letting out a racket. He paws at the shoreline, back and forth, wagging his tail. I swim a few strokes in to where I can stand. I block the sun with a hand but it’s too hard to tell whose coming. “Don’t worry none, he don’t bite,” I apologize for Gregor. “He just wants to make sure you’re friendly.”
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Acres
Visible illusion
Where it starts it ends
Love like a sunset
[/color]Visible illusion
Where it starts it ends
Love like a sunset
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