Don't Judge me [Toast]
Jun 19, 2013 6:54:52 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Jun 19, 2013 6:54:52 GMT -5
She could feel the heat that radiated from the little flame in front of her, warming her cold skin. Izabella watched the small orange glowing flame dance on the match stick that she held in her slim fingers and her eyes were filled with awe and wonder. A small flame like this could grow into something big, flare up at the slightest breeze and could be destructive killing everything in its path. The fire casted a small orange light on her arm and the ground in front of her, precious and dangerous. One little mistake and it could burn down the beautiful meadow Izabella sat in, the damp grass rubbed against her skin. She reached a hand out towards the small dancing flame; it trembled slightly as it neared the bright glow. Izabella looked intensely at the little fire she held like she could make it grow and burn brighter. Her finger got closer to the flame her face scrunched up with uncertainty. Releasing her fears Izabella stuck her finger in the flame, tears blurring her vision. Her finger glowed red and a prickle of pain ran up her arm as she jerked her hand away. With a cry she stuffed her finger in her mouth and match stick fell to the floor, the fire becoming alive as it crept along the green grass stalks.
Izabella watched in horror as the flame flickered and grew bigger and bigger and she could feel a scream rise to her lips. The crackling of the fire echoed around the meadow and Izabella stamped her foot in fear as it reached out for her. She scrambled back away from the blackened patch of grass, the smell of smoke laid heavily in the air. Izabella’s breath came out in ragged gasps as she ran, her long legs carrying her far from the black patch in the meadow. Fire can be a raging destruction but it can also be killed easily, very easily. Izabella felt like that fire. She was roaming free and alive now but if she was reaped in the games her fate would be like that fire. Her life and existence on earth would be snuffed out with ease, with the slightest help from the capitol. Her footsteps echoed around her as Izabella’s feet stuck the cement and the world around her spun as she tried to draw in breath. She leaned back against the closest building and sank to the ground, huge sobs racked her body. She felt a blinding storm of rage and hate surge up in her as she thought about the trainings she did with the knife combat. She was just another pawn in their stupid game, an entertainment for the people in the capitol. Izabella hated her life and most of all she hated the capitol.
The night sky grew darker as the night drew on and the sparkling stars gazed down at her as she roamed the street aimlessly, her age and hatred from earlier slowly faded. Her energy ebbed away and she felt weak and tired. Izabella dragged her feet down the street towards her house and felt presences of another as she neared her house. She glanced around wildly, her green emeralds eyes sparkling in the moonlight. She felt a snarl form on her lips as she looked at the approaching figure, a teenage girl around her age that lived in the same area. “What do you want?” the sentence was filled with menace as the girl came closer. Izabella could see a small smirk cross the lips of the other girl, the air around the crackled with electricity. Izabella hated other women, she felt she was better than all of them and that none of them deserved to be in her company. Her father always told her that Izabella would always be the most beautiful girl in the district and that she should be superior. Izabella knew she was pretty but suspected her dad always overreacted about her beauty. “Can’t I just pass by without being accused of something,” the girl had a slight ascent and it was filled with venom. She hated everyone at that moment, all those earlier feelings came rushing back to her, it was a wall of black fury.
Without any hesitation Izabella struck out, sick of everything in life, sick of feeling weak and just the need to feel and see the look of pain on someone else’s face. She felt an evil grin spread across her face she laughed in hysteria as her fists came down again and again on the cowering girl beneath her. She heard the girl scream for her to stop but the fury was to strong and she felt all the adrenaline of the night run through her veins. Izabella’s brown hair became wild and her face was screwed up into a look of pure hatred. She was picture of pure evil and beauty.