Illusion of a friend turned fiend //Cameo;Dylan
Jan 23, 2014 13:04:48 GMT -5
Post by * on Jan 23, 2014 13:04:48 GMT -5
"If you knew jins like I knew him, you would know that you are deeply mistaken." He makes his voice come through the gym as I hurry to push Gala out. That's the last thing I want is for Gala to some how back track and go after Mark when I wasn't expecting it, so when he says that Gala at least has to make one last declaration to Mark.
"I can't wait to see my trainer kick your ass." Once again, I keep pushing her out the doors of the training center and halfway down the hallway, I feel nothing but the adrenaline starting to wear off. I was half expecting for him to throw a punch or get up into my face, but somehow he keeps his cool and stays away. I'm the only one that advanced on him and yet he still didn't do anything but let a backlash of words fly my way. Hurtful things that seems to have found its way into my heart. Yeah, I may have wanted to keep our relationship to a bare minimum or something, but what you said in the games about still liking me... even as friends... I couldn't. I couldn't do that to Matthew. It had to be done. I had to do it for the long run between us.
"Come on Gala." I reply to her question about Jins. Right now, I'm not sure if I want to disclose that kind of information to the young career. It's the darkest part of my history and to let her in like I did Matthew, I can only wonder what will come out of it. Perhaps, it might have strengtened our relationship into what we have now, but that's different when it comes to someone who can possibly beat him down. With Gala, I am the strong one in her mind. I see how she looks up to me. What will she think when I have to explain to her that one guy has ruined my life and outlook on men in general. Will she understand why I had to break the friendship with Mark for Matthew? I keep quiet and let Gala stir for a while until I'm ready to explain. I pull the zipper up further toward my neck the moment we hit the doors to go outside. Four steps later, I stop.
"Look Gala. Jins is really a discussion I'm not sure I'm ready to really tell anyone. I mean, only one person really knows about him and that's only vague details." I sigh because right now, I've seen who sticks beside me in the worst of times and in the best as well. We may only have known each other for close to a month, but I feel as if I can trust Gala with my life. So, with a quick bite on my bottom lip I turn around to Gala, face to face and stare at her young face. "Jins and I have a history... every since I was young, he's... never left me alone. He's nothing but a bully, Gala; to me, at least." Once again, I take to walking because I don't like the idea of bringing up the past when I've had nothing but freedom from the guy for over a month now. I don't look back to witness Gala's reaction. I don't want to see the hurt on her face when she realizes someone that is suppose to be strong, look so weak to this kind of confession.
"I can't wait to see my trainer kick your ass." Once again, I keep pushing her out the doors of the training center and halfway down the hallway, I feel nothing but the adrenaline starting to wear off. I was half expecting for him to throw a punch or get up into my face, but somehow he keeps his cool and stays away. I'm the only one that advanced on him and yet he still didn't do anything but let a backlash of words fly my way. Hurtful things that seems to have found its way into my heart. Yeah, I may have wanted to keep our relationship to a bare minimum or something, but what you said in the games about still liking me... even as friends... I couldn't. I couldn't do that to Matthew. It had to be done. I had to do it for the long run between us.
"Come on Gala." I reply to her question about Jins. Right now, I'm not sure if I want to disclose that kind of information to the young career. It's the darkest part of my history and to let her in like I did Matthew, I can only wonder what will come out of it. Perhaps, it might have strengtened our relationship into what we have now, but that's different when it comes to someone who can possibly beat him down. With Gala, I am the strong one in her mind. I see how she looks up to me. What will she think when I have to explain to her that one guy has ruined my life and outlook on men in general. Will she understand why I had to break the friendship with Mark for Matthew? I keep quiet and let Gala stir for a while until I'm ready to explain. I pull the zipper up further toward my neck the moment we hit the doors to go outside. Four steps later, I stop.
"Look Gala. Jins is really a discussion I'm not sure I'm ready to really tell anyone. I mean, only one person really knows about him and that's only vague details." I sigh because right now, I've seen who sticks beside me in the worst of times and in the best as well. We may only have known each other for close to a month, but I feel as if I can trust Gala with my life. So, with a quick bite on my bottom lip I turn around to Gala, face to face and stare at her young face. "Jins and I have a history... every since I was young, he's... never left me alone. He's nothing but a bully, Gala; to me, at least." Once again, I take to walking because I don't like the idea of bringing up the past when I've had nothing but freedom from the guy for over a month now. I don't look back to witness Gala's reaction. I don't want to see the hurt on her face when she realizes someone that is suppose to be strong, look so weak to this kind of confession.