Sweeping duty (O'Rourke, Vy)
Aug 4, 2014 16:25:30 GMT -5
Post by Jack Lexington on Aug 4, 2014 16:25:30 GMT -5
5 days since something happened that opened my eyes to who or how I really am. So far I’ve been telling myself ‘It’s only been a week. Things are going to improve.’ “it’s only been two weeks’ ‘three…four’
Last week I came to realize: Nothing is going to improve. Neither my lung function that’s in the crapper due to scar tissue, nor my self esteem because I got a horrible flash back to the attack in the pool.
Nothing’s going to change unless I make it.
Since I’m not a giver upper I will do whatever I can to become the old confident, kick ass me again. How? I haven’t quite figured that out yet but I have somebody who will stand by my side while I do it: My trainer corporal O’Rourke who has ordered another early morning exercise to keep me on my tippy toes.
Just like the last few mornings I lock myself in the bathroom to spend 10 minutes inhaling whatever power medicine the academy doctor had given me. Whatever it is, it seems to be working well enough to exercise again.
I slip the small plastic inhaler into the pocket of my immaculate uniform. Not that it fits really well now…it’s still the oversized general issue one that all cadets get but it’s pressed neatly and my shoes show my reflection just like O’Rourke likes it.
I’ve even gone to the extend of buzzing my hair short again. I might feel like a looser but I look like a gem.
My back straight I approach the front gate where I’m supposed to meet my personal boss and greet him formally.
“Cadet Dunham reporting for duty.”
That’s when I hear footsteps behind me but keep my eyes straight. Whoever is coming will have to wait.
OOC: Couldn't resist...we have one of those pics and a sink full of hair, too...LOL