Boredom=Unacceptable. ~open~
Aug 24, 2014 19:01:51 GMT -5
Post by kittyoemily on Aug 24, 2014 19:01:51 GMT -5
I catch the last glimpse of her being sad, and I turn sad with her. yep me saying no did scare her. I did not want to scare her. I mean usually I don't care what I do to people, like if I scare them or anything but some how I did care if I scared or made her sad. I mean I did not even meant to and it made me sad that even for a second it made her sad. Quickly I catch her smile back up again clearly understanding what I later sad after the no. The heat inside me came back on.
"Okay, then. Most people don't like it when I ramble on. So, thanks!" She says with a skip in her step again. Oh how funny it was that I was enjoying this. Her rambling did seem a bit annoying from an out side source who did not know her a bit, but knowing her makes it fun. Her personality is so bubbly that you can't hate her for it. It is who she is and I will stand by her. I mean a lot of people don't like my personality, and well my burn pictures, but I know how to handle myself. I don't give a sh** about what they think. They have the audacity to hurt her though. This made me a bit mad to be completely honest. It always comes back to people blaming other people for their problems and making their problems someone else's it just irks me so much. I catch myself with a angered look on my face and make in indifferent again. No I was not willing to keep smiling for her, but I did not want her to see me look mad either. To make her think that my anger was towards her. No, she has had to deal with enough people's grief already, she did not need mine too.
I watch as her face turns red and she makes her hair neater per say. This causes me to turn my head in the other direction because I know I was blushing too at this point. This girl was something else, but for some reason I wanted this something else, perhaps even needed it. "I have to admit, I like how you see me. It's definitely a different description than I've ever heard before." Is what comes out of her mouth next. I am actually kind of surprised at this one. How exactly do people see her? Clearly exactly like how she is saying different than how I see her. It mind boggles my head because I don't see how that could be true. I try and wipe it off, but it nags me a bit.
It continues to nag me until she pulls me back from my frustration again with her normal questioning spirit again."Where would you put it? The bumblebee design? I really like that idea. Maybe later you can do the butterfly too?" Wow thinking ahead I really did not think of where to put it yet, although I was thinking the top of her arm on the outside would be a perfect spot. Not close to the hand where it will get dirty, but not a place you can cover up during summer and winter. Yes probably winter but still. Then I saw her worrisome face expression. Was she thinking about what her parents would say. Ugh. stupid parents. " umm where ever you want it I guess." I say as if I don't care, but I do care. I want to put all of my designs on good parts, but at least she is allowing me to do one. Thinking about how she liked the idea made me close to blushing again but I had to think about the words that came after. Maybe I could do a butterfly too? She was already thinking of seconds how cool. I mean personally I did not want to make a butterfly on her considering it was a normal thing and she most certainly was not normal, but I wanted to make her happy so I nodded. Then spoke up again." yes only if I am able to pick another picture before hand." I raise my eyebrows in a daring way that would make three pictures on her. I wonder if she was brave enough. frankly I did not care if she actually went through with it, even thinking about this made her brave in my eyes. That was good enough for me.
OCC: done sorry for the wait