an awfully big adventure // Day 5 Shadow Hydra
Aug 11, 2018 0:26:17 GMT -5
Post by Arrows on Aug 11, 2018 0:26:17 GMT -5
Wrapped up, so consumed by, all this hurt,
If you ask me, don't know where to start,
Anger, Love, Confusion, Roads that go nowhere
I know there's somewhere better, 'Cause you take me there
<><><><><><>It's soft, a song slipping out and over the sphere of the rising sun. Gentle, in its embrace of my ears. Magical, in its dance among the mists of this world. A voice with its tone warmed by the rising rays of absolute entrancement. Its melody playing softly in the swirling vortex of the washing waves. Even in the cataclysmic clashing of metal against metal, its music flows above the hellish cacophony. It is a song being sung from the center of my past, from a home with a hearth and flickering fire. It originates and emits itself from a time before hunger hanging heavy in my stomach was normal. It comes from a place of small smiles and hearts beating with a pulse of contentment. It is riddled with the short memories of before my childhood was taken too swiftly.
I don't understand why now, while war reeks havoc, that the song is reemerging. Why my mind is seeing the shadowy silhouette of a mother who was only briefly relevant. I should be focusing on the feast of fighting and our breakfast of blood. Yet my thoughts refuse to occupy any other place than the sole song which was sung to me as a baby. Maybe I'm reflecting on my life in preparation for departure. Or perhaps with every inch of life being devoured the flames of survival, my deepest depths are becoming more unraveled. I have no explanation of the way my mind manages itself in such a scene of suffering. For all I know, it is warning sign of the trauma dwelling in the darkness just out of my sight.
His nod gives me subtle assurance in the sharpness of my memories, but soon the safety of my certainty is shattered. The boy sharing the same home as Ollie surges catastrophe onto Akira. Red rivers erupt from the volcano of his now exposed wrist. In sight of such severity I am left stumbling with a muted mouth. Ollie becomes a second thought. The flaming steel spears within my grasp shake and shudder in shock. I've already seen three other boys fall to the floor beneath the beckoning of death, I shouldn't be so stunned. Yet the pain which perplexes his facial features leave me feeling some of his own hurt. Feeling too much all at once to notice the sprinting steps of swooping danger.
Where once only a hand laid in sacrifice to this slaughter, a leg soon joins. In an instant air flow pauses. Her hair flies in swift speed past my trailing eyes loosing focus as I fall towards the floor. Akira had just been shouting. I had just been turning slightly when the flash of her force dipped down towards my feet. I lost myself in the world of his perception, in the realm of his pain. My visit was too long, and for such a mistake I've payed practically the ultimate price.
Pain rips rationality from my mentality. A scream far from human escapes me as I greet the ground with a brutal slam of my spine. Above me the sky still sparkles with clear colors of beauty, with reds matching the sea now gathering stickily beneath me. Water welling in my eyes curves down my cheeks as in this moment I am a puppet to the pain. Even as the true beast of this battle begins its own assault I am sewn to the soil. I can hear Zeke screaming for me. I can hear Ollie begging. But above all this, I can hear my mother's song.
Sure as the rising sun,
Out on the horizon,
I'll be here, Always near,
Waiting at home for you to come.
I only begin to finally receive motion again when the tears have finally been forced to stop falling. I can envision Kestrel crying as she watches me become mutilated. I pray as I begin rolling over in the red liquid metal of my own body, that Raven or the boys are forcing her not to watch. I wonder if they really ever thought they would see me again, or if they believed their soft sister could make it this far. It's my thoughts of the children, my siblings, that I got to raise that brings me back to my... foot.
In one hand the fire of my making still burns while in the other the end of a spear used as cane rests. I only just now realize the raw rivers on my arm from the other attack against me. I am a wreck, a boat destined to sink in this stormy sea. Yet my biggest fear isn't even for myself, but for a boy from Three I barely know and a little girl from Ten who I hold now in my heart. I see them both so near to each other as they each force away Zion and his connection to home. I look to Akira first with no sound but words mouthed on my lips.
This isn't your fault.
I should hate him. He killed an ally, Ceasar. His ally took my leg. But despite all the devastation he and his allies have brought onto me and my allies, I don't. I feel pity for him, empathy for the suffering I can see in the seas of his irises. He is just another boy forced into this arena as well. I don't know his true story, but I know, somehow I know, that Akira is not a monster. He isn't just a murderer or an enemy. He is a human too. Then there is Ollie.
All I want is to make my way to her, to protect her. But I am beyond useful to her now. In my state, I am a piece of meat in an ocean of ravenous sharks. Calling her any closer will only result in her own destruction. As so many mouths have said before, if you love someone you must let them go. And this is the moment where I let go the girl with the blonde braid mended by my hands. With these next words I serve the end of my promise to her, the end of the agreement made out of our awakening from nightmares.
"Ollie! Get to Zeke! He needs your help! I'll catch up!"
The lie on the end is softening but I'm sure she knows what I'm really saying. So, as I wait for her to run towards somewhere safer, I aim the fire in my hands towards another who has proven his danger. Although now he faces away towards the beast, before he took a hand with a single swipe. I am not Akira's ally, but for now he is helping Ollie and I can help them both. This time though I won't look anywhere else other than internally for the pain of this apex of misery.
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Came to you with a broken faith,
Caught before I hit the ground,
Tell me I'm safe, you've got me now
Will you hold me now? Will you take me home?Lyrics from Take me Home by Jess Glynne
Dove Elsu attacks Charlie Surber // Flaming Javelins
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{DEEP GASH ON LEFT FOREARM -- 8.0 damage}
Dove uses her Jar of Tar and Fire Making/Flint to light 3 Javelins on Fire
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{Extinguished}
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{DEEP GASH ON LEFT FOREARM -- 8.0 damage}
Dove uses her Jar of Tar and Fire Making/Flint to light 3 Javelins on Fire
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