The Bloodbath
Sept 2, 2019 14:12:14 GMT -5
Post by sidney on Sept 2, 2019 14:12:14 GMT -5
[ 12m wesley blume / attack #1 on d9m / 5197 ]
now my heart stumbles on things i don't know
my weakness i feel i must finally show
lend me your hand and we'll conquer them all
but lend me your heart and i'll just let you fall
now my heart stumbles on things i don't know
my weakness i feel i must finally show
lend me your hand and we'll conquer them all
but lend me your heart and i'll just let you fall
You’re in my way, a stranger says, roughly and wrought with purpose. His words have more meaning than one would think in a place like this—at a time like this, when the war still rages on and death perfumes the air with a sickly sweet, iron-like smell. I scoff, though, at his comment. You’re in my way. Quite literally, it would seem. But also in that figurative sense, I would imagine. There are two dozen of us, or rather there was, and each one of us is in the other’s way. We each stand in the middle of one another’s path home. So I understand what he means. I understand that what he says is true. And I understand that he is in my way as much as I am in his.
It angers me, this realization that the boy before me, and everyone else that surrounds me, is in my way. They are obstacles I must overcome to see my mother and father again. They are hills I must climb, battles I must win, threats I must eliminate if I am to ever go home. They are children my age I must kill if I am to ever see Hana again.
It makes my heart hurt, this realization. But it also ignites a fire within my belly.
Instinct has taken far too long to kick in within my bloodstream, my limbs, and my mind. Perhaps I’ve known all along what I have to do. Perhaps I’ve known all along what was expected of me. Thinking the Capitol would treat me or anyone else here fairly was naive, and I curse myself silently in this moment for having hoped. For once again thinking I could will the world I live in to be a just one.
“I’m in your way?” I ask incredulously, with just a hint of bite and annoyance to my voice as I turn around to face my accuser. “You’re in mine,” anger rises in the back of my throat like bile as visions and memories of Hana flood my mind. Urgency takes over my tone, now lathered in panicked desperation. “And everyone else’s.”
And then she falls, the girl from Twelve I barely recognized, into a bloody heap atop the grass. The little girl she was trying to save screams and it cracks my heart in two. Three down, I think to myself, twenty-one left to g—but before I can even finish the thought, two more fall.
Bodies line the ground now and if I had the chance, I would mourn them. I would pick wildflowers and place a wreath by each of their heads. I would wash away the blood and viscera that stains their skin. I would pray to the old god my great-grandfather would tell me stories about and ask for them to be watched over as they leave this life behind.
If I had the chance I would honor them because they are no different than me: just trying to survive.
But I don’t.
Instead I turn on my heel and focus on the most immediate threat. A blonde-haired, gaunt looking boy who picked a fight with the wrong rebel.
[ wes attacks d9m oliver ]
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[5197 -- Broken Jaw -- 7.0 damage
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unarmed(Unarmed)]