Salty Surprise [ Bloodbath: Upper Middle District Tributes ]
May 18, 2021 22:13:11 GMT -5
Post by pearl mcclain d4 [ryan] on May 18, 2021 22:13:11 GMT -5
Dear Diary,
I have never been a killer huh?
I mean, I like to think that I am cognizant of what is going on here, but the moment that my long stabby thing goes to the left instead of into the boy in front of me, I want to throw myself off the ship.
I cant even hit something right in front of me, especially something that is a man. I feel like I have set some sort of equality back about fifty years.
And I laugh at myself mentally because the capitol did that five years ago all by itself.
But that is not important right now is it? I would have probably underlined that and put a bunch of exclamation points to accentuate the importance of that. None of this was fair, and I knew that.
Did I think that everyone else on this boat did either?
The boy I tried to attack had caught my arm with his long knife and I pulled back for a moment and paused as more blood had started to drip from my arm. I guess it could have been worse.
I had never been the type of person to stop and watch, I was always go go go. Right now though, I think taking a moment to just look and see what was happening would have been good enough for. I wanted to try again, but there was more talking from the girl with a four on her uniform, and then the girl from five that had asked if we were past something had been sliced into.
"Shit." I said to add a little commentary as I am trying to breath through my own pain. I dont even know how it got to this point, but one thing was clear, there was no holding back.
I would not even fathom trying to stop myself from protecting myself.
I would write down that I told myself that I was going to win, and that I was going to stick too.
And then Gio starts to speak and I feel something twitch, though I cant tell if it was my eye or my hand.
"I dont even know what is going on here anymore." I said through stag breaths and thinking about what my father would have done if he was in this position. Thank ripred that he was dead and gone at this point. Im sure he would have never wanted to see his baby girl, the star of his own world thrown to the wolves like this.
"Thanks for over explaining Gio. Really." I rolled my eyes before giving a light laugh. I think we would have been friends back home, but right now, it was clear that he was my enemy. However, I dont think we wanted to be the first group of tributes to turn on each other. Even though I know that has happened before. "This is all just a bunch of bull, but guess we gotta do what we gotta do."
I dont even pretend to be eloquent and refined in front of my future killers.
The girl from five continues to say more, do more, act like she is above all of this. She isnt going to let her life be forfeit. "Aww." I am all ready to sink into this frail looking girl. She looks like all the rest of them, soft and meek but full of bark and bite.
"You do you, glasses, and I'll do the same." I dont know her name. "Actually wait..." My mother taught me better. "Whats your name--" I speak out before witnessing the girls bite was way more intense then her bark could ever be. The girl with a four plastered on her uniform had been stabbed somewhere where I think the heart was. I wasnt a pro at anatomy, but my dad always told me to hold my hand over my chest to protect my heart.
Obviously my hand wouldnt do shit in this moment now would it?
I look from one scene to the next, and then realize that the boy from five hadnt moved. My long stabby stick thing was still in hand, but before I could even think about retaliating, the boat we were on had gone dead silent as a loud noise came from out of no where. I dont know what was going on with the other boats, a quick glance told me that there was four of them, but that was about it. The waters had become treacherous moments after, and while I had graceful, not even I could withstand the amount of movement I was doing.
"Guess they want to add vomit to the wood of these ships." I say as I realize that this was enough to make anyone sick. I was worried about losing my weapon, so I held onto it tightly before being pushed forward, my arms extending out of my control and falling towards the group of other children in front of me.
I wonder if I too will ever get blood on my hands.
Love,
Daisy.[ saunders collection '05 - rave ]
[D6F Daisy Sarasaland attacks
1: 4m Caspian Black
2: 5f Daniela Bedolla
3: 5m Russell Grimes
4: 6m Giorgio Cham
bFrU7LTOui1-4
[3: 5m Russell Grimes]
with Hand Forged Fishing Trident || Spear]
spear
[3047 -- Deep Gash on Left Bicep -- 8.0 damage
(Spear)]
1-4·spear1: 4m Caspian Black
2: 5f Daniela Bedolla
3: 5m Russell Grimes
4: 6m Giorgio Cham
bFrU7LTOui1-4
[3: 5m Russell Grimes]
with Hand Forged Fishing Trident || Spear]
spear
[3047 -- Deep Gash on Left Bicep -- 8.0 damage
(Spear)]